I tell myself
Everyday
Waking up to the same old pain
"If he cared, he'd talk."
But I'm done with that
I'm done being forgot
Throw myself out
Into danger
I don't care
Its better then being strangers
I'm sick of this game
Sick of it all
Tired of losing
I'm not ready to fall
Again
How many times
Will I let myself down
Crash down hard
Onto the ground
Building up strength
Then tossing it away
Never getting to what
I need to say
How many times
Its getting too rough
How many times
Before I finally say
Enough?
