I look down the road
All I see are broken streetlights
Glaring back, glass shards like teeth
I know where I'm going
If I can't turn around
Back where I was that time
I shattered onto ground
Where darkness and whispers
Fly past my face
A terrible, terrible place
Where you feel your heart
Slowing down
Where you can't breathe
Or say a word
Where you give tortured glances
And hope someone sees
Beyond the forced mask
Of "ok"
I can't go back
Not again
Too many times
I'm not who I was then
But hearing thousand lies an hour
I can't stop myself
Like trying to turn on black ice, no power
Just slide
Fearing what comes next
Knowing before you hit the ground
The terrible effects
But after you throw
Yourself out
There
No turning back
Its simply not fair
I feel like I'm drowning
In an unseen force
And I know
Sooner now
I'm on a crash course
