I keep my head low
"Next time." I whisper
But deep down I know
Nothing will change
I feel like I'm about
To break again
Because everytime I see him
I think of what was then
First meet, first talk, first sparks
Last time, last fight,
Before heading into the dark
The only one who I believed
For how ever short a time
That I was beautiful
And one of a kind
Stupid, stupid girl
Another lesson learned
I try to turn back
But all the bridges are burned
I want to but I, don't know if I can fight
Why did everyone else
Have to be proved right?
I smile back
The first time my heart sped up
Intertwining hands
Our first, and last dance
It doesn't matter
I try to tell myself
Its gone now
Just another broken memory to place on my shelf
Of what could have been, but didn't last
Shattered, and scattered,
My heart like broken glass
When I pass by a place
That reminds me of then
Nothing to stop me
From wishing again
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