I give up
I can't try to explain
How I'm the one
Who deserves all the blame
I should've been better
Somewhere I did something wrong
I shouldn't have...shouldn't have let her...
But by then he was long gone
Why couldn't I see
How much it would hurt to lose
A part of me
I knew what would happen
But I stood by
I was too afraid to say a word
Just a silent silent cry
Why did I hope
For something I knew
Would never happen
Never be true
I disgust myself
In every possible way
Cowardly, weak,
Can't walk away
No
I have to say my piece
Why can't I let it go
Why can't I leave it how it was
No I had to let them know
That I was hurt
But they already knew
Why did I try...
To break the girl who flew
Its my fault
Don't tell me its not
I wish I could disappear
And just be forgot
Don't say a word
Not a harsh phrase or
Their name
I take it all
I take all the blame