Maybe this TIME

III. I think we have to say Goodbye

A week before Graduation, everyday busy ang mga graduates sa paggawa ng letter to their parents, to their teachers, friends, enemies etc.

Pumunta ako sa supply room to buy some stationeries, I was with Darlene, Joy and Dave. I wanted to write to people who are very special to me kaya gusto ko special din yung paper.

Ofcourse, It's the end of the school year and our last year na sa school.

That year was so emotional for all of us, lalong lalo na sa aming apat.

To Darlene, Joy and Dave, wherever you are now, I just want you to know that I really miss you all, those times when we are so young, we are so happy and free.

If you are able to read this story, please remember the times we had, those times na wala pa tayong malay sa mundo at walang ideya na heto na tayo ngayon, hindi na nagkikita, hindi na nakakapagkwento sa isa't isa. Na ganito pala kalungkot ang realidad pag nasa adulting stage kana. Let's go back to those times when we tell stories 24 hours a day, laugh and cry for each other.

Going back, bumalik na nga kami sa room to write.

There, nadatnan namin si Ma'am Toviera, announcing na magsulat daw kami ng kahit anong message sa room, pwede sa wall, sa board, sa mga chairs, pero pencil ang gagamitin para pwede paring burahin at maalis pag lilinisan.

Everyone was so excited, kahit saan pwede ka magsulat ee and kahit sino sa room pwede mong sulatan.

I chose to write messages in different areas para hindi madaling hanapin ng mga susulatan ko

Here are the things I wrote that I remember.

Sa likod ng upuan ni Darlene "Thank you so much bessy for everthing, for being my no. 1 fan during my presentations, being my most protective best friend. No one compares to you my first ever bessy. ILY"

Same message kay Joy and Dave

Sa lowermost left part of the board, I wrote there "Hang in there! I got your back; I wish everything will be alright in time."

I don't know exactly whom I want to dedicate that one but I just want put it there with a smiling emoji as the receiver. (To: 😊)

I also write for Mr. Valedictorian sa may door part, " Thank you for making my high school life so colorful, my first ever crush"

As I roam around the room, I tend to read some messages, for their teachers, their friends, their loved ones and I also saw messages for me from my admirers hehe.

I was reading messages doon sa board and then I came across this message "Hai Miss Faye, thank you for building me up when I'm in total mess, I'm sorry for giving you a hard time sometimes but I love you and I will miss you, I'm not expecting for anything between us because we are totally different but I hope you'll be successful and happy in your future life"

I was about to cry pero nakakahiya baka tinitignan ako ng kung sino mang nagsulat nun.

I don't even realized that I built someone pala, wala naman akong ginawa para sa taong yun whoever he/she is.

But my heart was full that time. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, at least may natulungan akong tao kahit hindi ko alam kung paano. I'm so happy that I was smiling the whole day.

Feel ko si Chris yun but I saw him lying down in his arm chair again or maybe diko lang napansin nung nagsulat siya.

I wasn't assuming, pero nararamdaman kong siya yun.

Until dumating na nga ang end of the school year, Gragraduate na kami.

They said, "Don't dream at night, start dreaming when the sun starts to rise"