Part 10

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Your POV

It's been a week, he said he was gonna explain everything but he never did. Ever since that day he's been so distant he doesn't talk to me at all even though he's always has his eyes on me checking in if I'm okay, I'm so mad at him he pissed me off you if he wants to play like that may the best player win.

Today was my first day aloud in the
cafeteria. I hadn't seen Vinnie since
yesterday. I hope he's.. Never mind i have to forget about him, not think about him at all.

It was easy to watch people pass by
outside the window. It was like a
movie. Like constantly watching your
favorite film and wishing you could
have the same life as it's characters.
Well for me. That wouldn't be in a
while.

I looked towards the door of my room
and heard the doors buzzing. Instantly
small giggles and laughs were heard
going around the halls.

"Come on Gabby!" Sarah said. I'm
pretty sure they're buddies. I still have
no idea what that means.

"Hey Allison" she yelled while running up to me 

"Hey little one" i said picking her up for a big hug

"Are you okay?" She asked

"Yes I'm okay, listen we have to be careful alright we don't want anyone to know what we are okay? They might do something bad, you understand what I'm trying to say right?" I whispered in her ear

"Yes i do, I love you Allison" she said giving me a little kiss on the cheek before running off with Gabby

"I love you too Sarah" I whispered to myself.

I kept walking, ugh do you know the struggle of not being able to put your hair up when it's really warm? Well yeah that's me right now. No rubber bands. I have no will of actually eating in a cafeteria where they'll probably give me meat! Yeah I'm vegetarian. Anyways not like that matters here. Were "animals". At least that's what every nurse and doctor seems to think. Wait. Except for one. We aren't all crazy. As a matter of fact none of us are. We have our problems. We are ourselves. We can't really change that!
We can't be cured from ourselves, for some of us.. it's really not fair!

Vinnie's POV

Chicken and peas, or whatever is in
my plate right now. We are forced to
eat. Obviously. If we don't they inject
us with everything our body needs. All
the nutrients and shit. Yeah that
sucks. So most of us decide to eat the
gross food that they serve at the
cafeteria. I was sat down at a table.
Like usual I was alone. No one wants
to sit with me. Haha. They're too
scared. I smirk playfully just at the
thought of that. Not like it bothers me
much anyways i just wish she could sit with me ya know? Only if I wasn't so scared to admit that I might actually love her.

Spending my days alone.. in my room.
Either crying or screaming in pain. My
mother passed when I was 3. My dad
became an alcoholic. Didn't go well for
me. He.. he. Never mind. I was so deep into my thoughts I wasn't even hearing the chaos happening a few feet away from me.

"I do not eat meat!" I heard a familiar
voice exclaim. I didn't look up.

"You're not allergic, so you can eat it!"

"I'M VEGETARIAN YOU ASSHOLE!"
Yells were being thrown. I decided it
wouldn't hurt to look.

"Well you miss are about to eat this
chicken or I will call a nurse!"
Oh shit, i said i would ignore her but I can't leg her get in trouble Just because she doesn't eat meat.

I stood up violently and slammed both
hands on the table dropping both fork
and spoon.

"SHE DOESN'T EAT MEAT! DID
YOU NOT HEAR HER?"
Everyone stopped in their tracks.
There was not a movement or a breath
to be heard. If I dropped a pin it might
as well be the loudest thing present in
the room.

Allison looked at me. She didn't do
anything she just looked. She didn't
look afraid. Why? Why in the actual
hell is she not terrified of me!
She just looked completely confused probably cause of my behaviour lately. 
She turned around.

"Fine give me the chicken!" She
handed her plate and chuckled
playfully.
What is she doing?

"See who's a good girl!" He smirked
and looked my way. Oh no no you don't say that. I couldn't help it. Within seconds I was holding him up by his collar.

"REPEAT THAT FOR ME"

Your POV

"REPEAT THAT FOR ME" Vinnie was
enraged.

I grabbed his arm and tried my best to
pull him back but it was no use.
Instead he hit the man in the face with
so much force that his jaw probably
broke. He passed out instantly. A
nurse ran towards Vinnie holding a
syringe. For some reason I knew that was bad news.

Vinnie didn't look good. His eyes were
rolling back. His fingers were
twitching. Suddenly he came back to
normal and threw himself at a wall.
Punching it multiple times. His
knuckles were bleeding. I couldn't
possibly do anything to stop him. At
least I thought I couldn't...

Vinnie's POV

Thoughts were blasting. My head was
pounding. My heart was racing. I
couldn't control any of my actions and
all could hear was her soft voice. I
wanted to stop. I wanted to close my
eyes and for it to be all over again.
I could hear her. Yelling my name
over and over again followed by
inaudible other words. My knuckles
were bleeding. Maybe I am crazy after
all.

Suddenly everything stopped. I didn't
even feel the nurse stabbing me with
the syringe. My body stopped
working. My arms fell to my side. My
legs wobbled and I fell to my knees.

"NO! What have you done!" I felt two
arms wrap around me. Her small body
close to mine. Almost like a shield.
I couldn't move. The nurse ran out.

"It's okay.." she said tearing up looking at me in the eyes

" Vinnie please tell me you're fine.."
her voice was breaking slowly.
I was numb everywhere.
She was holding me tightly. Stroking
my cheek with her thumb and playing
with my hair. Her sobs broke me but
my mouth would never open. I was
never able to say one word. Not even
nod to tell her I was fine. I wasn't.
Fine. Im never fine. But having her
here brings me hope. She brought a
smile to my face. How? Why? I don't
know either man I have never felt this way before not even with Nessa. Allison has a hold on me that no one has even been able to have.. ever. This girl is like a drug to me..

Your POV

"If I hadn't been a fucking bitch this
wouldn't have happened" My voice
was cracking. My eyes watering and
my uncontrollable sobs were to be
heard. His shirt was damp from my
cries and hair messy from my
fidgeting.

He twitched at my words. He can hear
me. His muscles stiffened. As if he
wanted to yell. But nothing came out.
The nurse ran out.

I lowered my head to his shoulder. I
let myself cry in his neck. I had to let it
out at some point.
There was a feeling that could save me
right now. Only one.

Vinnie's arms struggled to come up to
my waist. Once they were. He
tightened them around me and
squeezed my closer.

The tears never ceased. I might be
tough sometimes. But he makes me so
weak. He makes me feel like.. i don't even know it's a weird feeling it's like a.. like a drug.. the kind that one you get a little dose of it you can never stop.

I smiled at the thought of his hug. I
wasn't happy at all i just felt safe.

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