Struggle

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I'm scream inside but laugh in the outside
I smile but I'm really glaring
I try to be kind, caring, brave, sincere, loving, get good grades, thoughtful, go with the flow, and so much more ,but Actually fail
I have the weigh of the world on my shoulders like the guy in Greek mythology
I have a sink whole to my right and left
Death in behind grabbing me back
But I fight the winds to keeping going forward
Sometime I gain mile
Others I fall back even more
When will this stop?
While you think I'm a prefect student and don't need friend
Your really destroying me for leaving me behind
I crawl every morning and night to claim a new day or night
You may think I escape the world by night in a dream
I really must take on the weight of the world to keep it up
I stay up late to try to help others
I may never get sleep but if it means keeping someone from this fate I'll do it a hundred more times
So back away from the stone and I'll continue in my downfall so that more won't fall
I'll clear the path, but yet others still complain because they didn't see what it was like before
I'll smile so know one knows
Yet I'll cry inside
Every time someone gives me a smile or simple say hello you make my day
I may not show it but you really do
I don't hear the bad things I hear the good the most of the time but yet the bad seeps in taking me as it's prisoner while the other jump around and dance to a the music of there life leave me behind to clean the mess they left behind
Like a slave for you mistakes

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