Everything I do ends in chaos
I lose every thing
I destroy everything
I make messes every where
I ruin everything
I'm terrible
I don't deserve to live
I take up to much space
I'm to selfish
To needy
To caring but still not enough
I cause disappointments everywhere
I don't cry for, I'm not good enough for that
I don't deserve pity at all
I just don't have a true place at home
I keep the spot of the person left behind
No one wants me with them
My family just grabs me along to not get in trouble.
Kill me that's all I ask
But no it's not, I can't
I won't sink that low
I have to fight my own mind to keep alive
I can't fall in the pit of darkness
I can't fall in that sinkhole
I can't keep them up and keep me up alive
I can't give up
I have to keep my head up
Not letting anyone to know
I can't let anyone know
I'm going to die alone
But I can't keep fight for long alone
But I can't bring someone else in this
I can't let then know
I can't have there pity
Thinking I'm weak
Think I can't help my self
Even if that were true
I won't allow it at all if I can help it
All I really need is a true friend that doesn't forget about me when I need them the most
Someone who can keep me way from the dangerously thoughts that haunt me every night and day when I'm alone and wake
Please don't leave me with my mind
good friend
Not even music could cure me from my self
No one can
