Here's another old one I found in my Notes
I know it's kind messed up but I don't feel like change it all the way. trust me I did edit it, it was much worst before
I cry at night hoping to die
At day I'm brave act like I'm happy bring joy to friends
I'm bullied and I pretend to not hear it then cry when I get home
I go to the swing were my sister and I used to play and make story that alone we know till this day pretend I'm in the past playing with my sister smile a good time till it falls and rot away the dirt I play with to keep my thoughts away the wind keeps the the bad memory's away
Soon I go in the house waiting for something to happen
afraid of the work for then I'll grow up like sister I can barly see as that young girl I used to know
I'm kicked around for I'm too kind to see it .
I have more fake friend then needed but connect to in the same way im to kind to say no
No one loves me I'm just a girl that turns invisible to everyone even when I'm sick
no one notices I gone
I could run but no one will notice
I run from love for I'm afraid I may be hurt more in the end
But I'm still alive and now I'll need to stay here
for if I'm not ,the world may fall down without me because I have feeling that will happen in the future were ,we the next generation, will need to stayed up together and help our plant.
It's possible for everyone to work together usually sometimes u need to have a strong dangerous situation with everything trying to survive and need eachother
I never give up not even the end will stop me or u
Only thing keeping u down is our self
