The number one this about tragedy is
That you never the some afterwards
Bitterness can take over and push people away
A new light of happiness can bring them back
But sometimes you soul breaks apart and can't be fixed so easily
Life became a harder
Life becomes meaningless
Life became something not worth living
Life became an enteral hell of raining firing in a black abist
And the portal never closes till everything is gone but you own wariness of the problem and just enough strength to ignore the abist taking over your life
It take you from being someone so completely different you wonder how you ever was that person
The person who laugh easily and genuinely
The person who smiled at everyone who knew and greeted them every time she passes them
The person who would sing to heavens about how great life was
A person full of hope and kinds that it was a rare light of sunshine that couldn't you couldn't penetrate nor still that life away
A life so light and peacefully with no numbs in the road
Not worrying about the life that goes by but excited about the now
I used to be that person
But now my life is of the glooms that fall beneath that heavenly steam of life that could never end with a tragic ending
A life of promise future and hopes from a naive mind
But now my soul was heavier than senses sea
And my blood is as stain as that of hidden cave
My life was wiped clean but kept being pulled by string that ready to tear
A string that won't let me go to despair that holds my soul captive
And keeps my heart hidden
My heavy heart than can't bare to see the light of day with out fearing the night
But at least the night is nice and calm
A place and time to pretend there is
no light or day
Nor a shunting cloud so out of reach
Nor a ocean of tears that were never brought to surfaces as it dried up in the life that can take no more
My life was almost over is what I said in my head
But the tether of time won't let me go yet
No not yet
It too soon, but I carve to be let go with all my soul
To start over and tell myself to make a different choice
A different change
A different path
But I could ask for no other life
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My friends are here
But I'm the one denying
My family calls out to pull me out but I'm muffling the call in my hides wails
I sometimes reach out and feel my heart open up and light shines through and world is bright just as my soul lighten to that of a feather
The tether continues but I'm now a lone side it as the shadows descend and the clouds part to finally see the sun once again with light reflecting on the moon to show me the way as night decsend
For I'm not alone in the darkest nights, because how can it be so dark when the stars are out shine in shadowy sky a long with moon that reflect the suns light even at night
It may disappear behind the shadow of our world we live, but'll always come back shine on use again just light sun always rises at the dawn
My life continues
a long with my fight over wills
But still comes ago like the cycles phases of the moon as it fights the shadow of our world of night and day of light of the sun
We may change with slightly realization
Or gigantic destruction
Or like slap in face
Or with painful truths
Or realize you are not,
who you thought you are
Maybe it was like a cycle of habits and vanity and pride that seems to rule us all
But in the end, in the end
We all realize how light and fluffy the bright shining light hope can be are not to be
It can slam you down to dunk along with it but you can rise while it can not
You just need to find anotehr bubble of hope to fly a pond in sea of lost hope and new create ideas that haven't taken flight yet
The is always open with new ideas and hopes and happiness along with crashes at sea that break your ship and you lose your path to be abandon along a desert island
But you can always find away out by calling out for help in the most drastic to the most silent cry for help can save you
You can built a ship stronger and sturdier than ever
Or can flag down another too take you along to to another land to explore other foreign possibilities
Or bend the impossible to your advantage to take on the seas
Because you can always find away
But that's only if you look and fight and take on the reality of the problem and find the solution in your own unique way
Whether it's with your loved ones
Or with a complete stranger
Or if it's your own heart and desires
Or the most strongest weapon of all
The power of will
(behind laziness mind you and me)
The world is your oyster, go and take what's yours
Even if it's not the way you originally you that it would be
So go be brace, be cowardly, go be smart, go make dumb remarks, go open your mouth
Go be you
That's all it takes
