But you rejected me ..You twisted everything I loved to be something I was ashamed of. You turned my passions into a twistedness of self-shaming. You destroyed me bit by bit. I thought you were bringing me up from that black hole (love) , I thought you were done thinking and finally letting me breathe.But no, you lied ,I trusted you, I let your words controlling me and it hurts so bad . I think I'm losing my mind again. I'm losing myself ,maybe I'm just tired, I want to be calm, normal , I want peace.. I want to quit , quit this world ..quit this life.
I always knew that one day my pain will be over , but I’ll not belong to this world anymore..
