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There was no solution. I continued to go deeper. I learnt about LGBT and their key languages like BDSM, 69ing,  scissoring and stuffs....

It was exciting. Whenever I watched it, I felt on cloud9. I thought for sometime that I'm lgbt  too. The things pornography did to me.

I had orgasms frequently and wet dreams. Viewing Indecent Pictures. On Any Phone. Any social media app. Through Internet. Using any Browsing Apps.

Sex videos became Hollywood movies for me. Kissing scenes a norm and I couldn't fathom if I was really a Muslim expecting Allah to forgive me?

But I saw no solutions to my addiction. Solutions?  Where are they?

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