CUPID

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

The taste of the strawberry. The smell of the menthol candy. The feeling of comfort when being hugged in the middle of your despair.

Fuck!

Natan felt and tasted all of that at once when Brian kissed him just now.

Bahagyang iginalaw ni Brian ang labi nito sa kanyang labi saka nito sinubukang ipasok ang dila sa loob ng bibig niya.

Ngunit hindi nag-response si Natan sa halik na ginawa ni Brian. It was a one-sided kiss.

I won't kiss back. I won't kiss back.

But when Brian slipped his tongue inside, pakiramdam ni Natan ay nanlambot ang kanyang mga tuhod.

Nang mahinasmasan ay mabilis na tinulak ni Natan si Brian saka pinunasan ang labi.

He looked at Brian furiously. "What the fuck?" di makapaniwalang aniya. "What the freaking hellish fucking fuck did you do?!"

Ngunit hindi inaasahan ni Natan ang makikitang reaksyon sa kausap.

Nagugulat din itong tumingin sa kanya, hindi makapaniwalang kumurap-kurap ang mata saka lumunok.

"Uhm...." he felt speechless. And then he stormed out, leaving Natan all by himself.

Natan stand there, still shocked and cannot fucking believe to what just happened.

When he remembered the kiss, he touched his lips. Pakiramdam niya ay naroon pa rin sa labi niya ang labi ni Brian.

Malambot. Mabango. And....

Masarap.

Fuck! He can't deny that Brian's lips taste so good. Ibang iba sa nakahalikan niyang mga babae noon.

Fuck!

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After Brian stormed out, away from Natan, he went towards the comfort room, and then went towards the sink.

Mayroong malaking salamin sa likod ng sink na nasa harapan niya kaya ganoon na lamang ang gulat niya nang makita ang sarili sa salamin.

Mapupungay na mga mata. Namumulang pisngi, at maging ang kanyang labi. Hindi makakailang katatapos niya lang makipag-halikan sa isang tao.

Sa isang lalake!

Fuck!

What the fuck did I just do?

Maging siya ay naguguluhan. Wala sa plano niya ang halikan si Natan. Ang plano niya ay kumain sa canteen noong una, ngunit nang makita niya si Natan, hindi niya alam kung bakit lumapit siya dito at sinubukang inisin ang gago.

And then, Natan dragged him somewhere. Somewhere people cannot see the two of them. Sa likod ng isang classroom na malapit sa canteen na hindi madalas puntahan ng mga estudyante.

Nang maalala ang ginawang paghalik sa kapwa lalake, naguguluhang napasabunot si Brian sa sariling buhok, saka binuksan ang gripo at napahilamos.

He was trying to calm down. Trying to think rationally. Nang iangat ang paningin ay napunta sa kanyang sariling labi ang atensyon.

Namumula ito.

Pinasadahan niya nang dila ang itaas na labi. Saka nanumbalik sa memorya niya ang lasa ng labi ni Natan.

He taste good. He taste fucking good for a guy! Fucking shit.

This is not good. If this feelings grow more and more, he might end up finding himself in the verge of misery.

Although Brian didn't consider this feelings valid, he can't deny that Natan always gives him peace every time he is around.

This is really not good.

I should not make this strange feelings grow. Brian, brace yourself for fucking sake!

After washing his face again, Brian went outside the comfort room and went outside the school. Naghanap siya ng malapit na tindahan na pwedeng kainan saka doon nagpasyang kumain sa pananghalian.

He is not ready to face Natan yet. It will only make him more confuse towards himself. Saka na niya puproblemahin ang lahat kapag nasa tamang kondisyon na siya. Bahala na si Batman!