Iris, Matthew sturniolo

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We've been in Hawaii for a week and a half and today was our last full day here, Matt and I haven't really posted about our honey moon since we've been here.

Let's also say some.. things have happened.. also did I mention that Parker is moving in? Or should I say moved in, her and Chris have been back and forth to LA getting her things

"I don't ever wanna leave" I said sighing as laid on Matt's chest

"I know I love this place" Matt said wrapping his arms around me

"Ya know we could all move up here one day" I said looking up at him

"Maybe.. let's go play in the ocean" he said picking me up and running to the water

"The water is so cold don't throw me in" I said squealing

But he just smiled at me before dropping me in

Once I got up I drug him underwater with me

"Matt can I tell you something" I said as we got to a sand bar (idk if that's what it's actually called.)

"Yea" he said as he came over to me

" a few weeks ago when I went to the doctors, while they were doing some tests on me.. they found out I probably will never be able to have kids of my own" I said softly

" and I know that you really want kids someday and i" I said rambling before he cut me off

"Mae I don't care about that" he said grabbing my face forcing me to look his direction

"You don't?" I said as he let go of the sides of my face

"No.. I mean yes one day I want to have kids and I would prefer for you to carry them but if your body isn't able to carry them that's ok, we could always adopt or find a surrogate" he said smiling at me

I felt the corners of my mouth go up as I looked at him

"Don't get me wrong I miss everyone and everything but I wish we didn't have to leave" I said as we packed up the rest of our things into our suitcases

"Yea same, this is the longest I've been away from nick and Chris at a time" he said as he put the rental house back into the shape it was when we got here

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