Alive

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Sometimes I feel useless
They say I talk too much,
They say I'm rude
They say I'm loud.
No justifications on my part because they are right
But that's my safest point.

Other times I'm closed off
At times, I let you trample upon me and my emotions,
because I want to feel safe.

Even when you make me feel
like I'm not enough,
Like I'm nothing. I stayed
because inspite of this pain
I feel like I'm breathing,
I'm consoled that at least
they notice I'm not good enough.
At least they still see me while I'm nothing.

Through the heartache that this
attitude of yours might give me,
I still feel like alive and
it's all that matters till I stop living...

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