Cyso's thoughts (Vent Book)

I dont feel safe

Continuation of the last chapter.
After I wrote the last chapter my mom told be to write down everything I remembered and so I did. It was just sitting in a google doc but I feel like I have to tell someone this and don't want to risk making my friends uncomfortable by venting about it
I had to reread all of this to make sure everything is anonymous and will swap out names for letters or other names.

Teacher in discussion will be referred to as: Que

There will be some TW in this, some of it might be overthinking but better safe then sorry.

Tw: Adult giving her phone number to Students, discussions of rape and SA (none actually happened, don't worry), touching a minor in a weird way

Notes/onto what happened:

She gave her phone number out to students.

First day I was in her class she showed us a website about how to find rapist and people who committed SA

I'm not sure if it's important or if I'm over thinking itS
The round she got out of musical chairs she grabbed a students leg. The kid didn't react to it though so I guess it's ok

She acts like a teen

Peaked in Highschool much?

We pulled from the jar a lot. She would have students pull from it. A lot of questions where about relationships, drama, a little about anatomy, some about stuff happening at home. All anonymous.

On Monday when she said we couldn't use the jar she kept looking at me and then said to me in a pointed way, 'do you have anything wrong with the jar?!" I shook my head no, not sure what to say. She then said it less aggressively to Penny in a way calmer tone and ended it there.

She would let people go on their phones, just that admins couldn't see us on them.

Around what happened on Monday I heard my mom on the phone with someone. I think she was talking about Que but I'm not sure. (I later learned Que wasn't there during training week which I think is when this happened but I'm not sure) Something about a teaching assistant quitting fast for a sexual assault accusation at her and them not moving her to work with someone else for firing them??? I'm not sure

She made us sandwiches once

We watched stranger things, asmr, and a video on racism and stereotypes. Apparently when she sees a buff guy with a big neck she thinks their on steroids (thingy that makes people buff)

No matter the class everyone is loud or chaotic besides the three of us, Penny, Alex, and I.

Miles and Sam keep hitting each other. It happens in a few classes but not too much, but a lot in hers. I think it's in a joking way but it's creepy no one does anything about it besides taking the water bottle their hitting with away before they get it back.

She said her daughter hates pronouns. Not sure if she's talking about neopronouns, gender neutral, or all but I feel like she's gotta have learned it from somewhere.

Note on when she showed us the rapist website:

rapists can come in all shapes and sizes
She seems to know alot about one of them, mentioning how he and three others stand at that one intersection near Chick-fil-A, rents a house together and only leaves for alcohol at Safeway and food. It's strange that she knew so much about them.
Red means they're missing. The red location is where they where seen living last
She doesn't like how the risk level is on the sight, some could've just gotten out of jail and have a one, some could've done it a thousand times and got a one, some did it once and got a one
Rapists and SA usually were big or tall, easy to overpower someone.