Free || Toru Oikawa X Reader

|35| You Love Him, Don't You?

"Thank you," you say in Spanish as you receive your medications that are prescribe to you by a doctor. You haven't had your medication for a while, especially when you lost your memories and when you got them back, you weren't able to get them because things were not simple but now you have your prescription.

And you got them right after encountering Anna. You were also able to avoid the Argentines officers as you can't deal with them at the moment. You don't want your name out there nor have your face on the news. 

There's enough information about you on the internet.

But once you walk out of the pharmacy, you stop at your tracks when you see a man on the other side of the road. He's leaning on a tree while smocking a cigarette. But once he has made eye contact with you, he grabs his cigarette and let the smoke out of his mouth.

He has short brown hair and a tall built. He can be quite hard to miss in a crowded place. He's wearing a black shirt with a leather jacket and jeans. Tattoos on his hands and on his neck. You felt your throat tighten and your feet being stuck to the ground.

The man drops the cigarette on the ground and step on it. He then looks right and left before crossing the road and when it's clear, he walks to make his way towards you but you take a step back and keep walking forward which cause the man to jog a little to catch up to you. And he does. He makes it and goes to stand in front of you to stop you.

"Oh, come on, baby, we made eye contact," he says with a smile as he leans in.

You lean back as you can smell the horrible sent of cigarettes on him. The hand that's holing the bag tightens as the other hand grabs on to the skirt part of your dress. You look at the man in pure disgust and hatred, "Gabriel," you manage to say but in a whisper as you remember the horrible things this man has done in front of you.

The way he would hurt someone, torture them and even hurt you whenever Tyler allowed it because Tyler then would come in and save the day. It was one way for Tyler to manipulate you, to find comfort in him and see him as a saviour who can control the pain around you.

And it did work because at this moment, in this second, you wish that Tyler is here with you to tell Gabriel to leave you alone, to go away because Gabriel will listen.

But Tyler isn't here to save you.

"Is it just me or have you lost some weight since the last time I saw you?" Gabriel ask as gently touches your face and you felt sick. You wanted to vomit which is why you raise your hand and take another step back as you cover your mouth.

You barely ate that dessert you got when you spoke to Anna and the food Toru made in the morning. Yes, you haven't been eating a lot since you've gotten your memories back so you have been getting skinnier. 

Gabriel reaches to touch you again, "Tyler--"

You slap his hand away as your eyes widen in fear. Your body starts to shake out of fear as you start to remember the horror you went through because of Tyler. You wanted to scream and cry out for help but the sound wouldn't come out.

Tyler trained you good. You won't make a sound. You wouldn't dare and you hate feeling like this. You hate being this weak but fear tends to take over the body and mind. And the things Tyler has put you through over the six years, really has an effect on your mind and body.

"(Name)!" someone yells and then you felt a grab on your shoulder which freaked you out so you brought back but they grab your wrist, "Hey, woah, it's me, Catalina," Catalina says softly as she tries to get you to look at her and when you did, you did calm down a little, "Are you okay?" she ask and then she looks at the man who screams 'bad news'.