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Sorry

I'm sorry for this very long update and for this update is about. I've sadly lost the passion I was had writing this story so it will be discontinued.

I'm terribly sorry for this.

Therefore, I'm going to summarize the best of my ability of how this story was heading and how it ends.

Y/N (you) does get her memories back and she breaks down because of how it hit her. She does slowly regain a few memories with Toru while Japan since her feelings were much stronger there and her mind and story seem to recall it. But that being said, the memories does hit her hard.

Mark has people watching her but while Toru helps her reconnect the dotes of her memory, Mark mostly stays with the kids since he sees them as innocent children caught in a mess they shouldn't be. This would lead him to have more sympathy and attached to them.

Tyler continues to attack and make trades in the black market which Igor and Harrison are trying to track down and put a stop. Tyler is smart, very smart which they know but they don't know much about the black market and have been working with other agents who are experts in these situations but even then, it's difficult.

Erik knew something was bothering his brother so he got him to spill the trouble to which Igor explained. Erik said he may know someone who may be able to get the information the they about the black market.

Igor asked who but it was information that Erik couldn't share. With a phone call, Erik got the answers he needed. He wrote down everything, even the questions Igor needed answer. Erik wrote them down and gave it to his brother who took it to work and told the team that he has a trustable source. They started working with the new information which got them in and closer to Tyler or at least to his business.

Back in Japan, you reconnects with your old friends. You guys cried and hugged and cried more. There was a lot of talking and catching up but most importantly, there was questions, so much questions.

With your memories back, you had a few questions yourself since a few things were still hazy but you were glad that you were away from that hell.

Once you're alone with Toru, he asked about your life with Tyler. You decided to be honest and explained how Tyler did play the role of husband and father to the children. He played it so well that you never once questioned his love or your feelings for him. You confessed that you truly did believe you loved him or the image he set himself. 

Tyler is a manipulator. He saw what you wanted and became it so you would never leave him while also feeding his sadistic side with kidnappings, torture and videos he sells or trades in the black market. The business he had, you confessed you knew he was doing something wrong.But, because of the lie he told you, you believed he's doing it because he has to, not because he found joy in it or loves what he built.

You hate Tyler and hated the fact how he continued with your treatments and found ways to manipulate your body into carrying another child, one that is his... You hated how it happened but you don't regret having Atlas because the years with Atlas has been a gift and something you wouldn't ever trade for.

You hate how Tyler took the years away that you should have spent with Toru and your daughter but nothing can be changed. All you could do is move on and focus on what to do next.

Soon, the dogs die due to their age. Toru made the comment that they were old but were holding on for you.

With Mark, he mostly talks with Iris who told him that she can play the piano and can sing. He was surprised and asked her more about it to which she told him that her father, Tyler, said that her mother, you, played the piano and sings beautifully so she should do. Apparently she's naturally talented in many things. Mark asked her if she likes playing the piano or so anything her father had her do to turn her into a replica of her mother because that was what she almost was. Physically, she could look like her mother.