Second Chances

~Six~

Jimin immediately stops all movements. "Baby?" Y/n can't move, still bound, and she can't breathe. She just lays there and bawls. He comes to his senses once she yells for him to stop, the word snapping him out of dom mode. He quickly climbs off her and starts to untie the ties from her ankles and wrists. Once she's freed, she pulls herself up and rips the tie from her eyes and falls off the other side of the bed from scooting away. "Y/n! Baby, are you ok?" He rushes around to her and she yells and cowers back against the wall. "Get away from me" she chokes out and he freezes. He assesses her state and is stunned. Her hair is a wreck, pieces flying in every direction. Her eyes red and swollen from tears and face wet with them. He looks down at her body and sees the damage he's done to her. Welts painted across each leg and another across her beautiful stomach. He knows some will bruise. She's curled up in a ball but keeps her terrified eyes on him. He tries again to go to her and she screams. "DON'T TOUCH ME!!!" He quickly backs up and stumbles, falling onto the bed. His eyes well with tears and he feels awful. Heartbroken at what he did to his love. "Y/n. Im.....I'm so sorry." She says nothing, just cries and holds her body to herself. "I didn't mean this. Please." She looks at her legs and whispers, "just leave me alone. Please." He nods, knowing if he forces himself at her she'll react even worse, and grabs a blanket to cover her. She flinches when he steps to her and he slows. "I'm not going to hurt you. I'm covering you." He slowly and carefully covers her body and then backs away. He walks across the room and slides down the wall, but faces her. He can't leave her. Not like this. He buries his face into his legs and let's out his own held tears at what he's done to her, and keeps repeating. "I'm so sorry Y/n."

After what felt like an eternity Jimin looks up when he hears movement from Y/n. She's standing and wrapping the blanket around her. He locks eyes with her and sees the hurt and disappointment in them. He stands and starts to walk to her but she raises her hand to stop him. "Don't Jimin. I....I need some time. I'm going to take a shower." He nods and stays still as she drags herself across the room slowly to the bathroom where she shuts herself in. Once inside he walks to the door and his heart breaks more when he hears her softly cry again. He rests his head on the door and lets his own out again "I'm so sorry baby. I swear I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you Y/n. I'm sorry." He hears the shower turn on and he decides to give her space so he sits on the bed to wait. He assesses exactly what happened in this bed. What exactly he had done. He got caught up in his dom role that he forgot who he was with. This wasn't one of his subs, it was his love. His fiancé. He hit his head crying out, "stupid stupid stupid!" Why had he even suggested they try this? He should have known he wouldn't be able to contain his urges. After a half hour Y/n walks out wrapped in a towel. He stares at her as she pads to her dresser to get dressed. She wears sweats and pulls a hoodie over her, something she's never worn to bed before. She then walks out of the bedroom, and he gets scared. She's going to leave. He jumps up and runs out and finds her in the kitchen, drinking a bottle of cold water. He stands frozen, not sure what to say or do. She stands for a while, completely still and quiet, then looks up at him. Her eyes are still gleaming with tears and he chokes a sob seeing her face. "I'm so sorry Y/n." She sighs and looks down. While looking at the floor she softly says, "you will never touch me like that again." "Ok" he quickly says. He'd say anything to reassure her he was sorry and so she wouldn't leave him. She looks up at him and repeats her words while looking into his eyes, her voice cracking half way through as new tears fall from her eyes. "You will never touch me like that again." He nods, tears streaming down his face. "I promise. Never again. I'm so sorry I hurt you." She started to cry so he took a chance and walked toward her. When she didn't stop him, he went to her. He slowly wrapped his arms around her and let his tears fall when she didn't push him away. She buried her face into his chest and cried.

"You hurt me Jimin." She whispers into his chest. "I know. I'm so sorry baby." "And you didn't even look like you noticed you were" she chokes out. "I'm sorry Y/n" he whispers in her hair as he rubs her back softly and kisses her head. "Don't ever hurt me again." He shakes his head vigorously. "Never baby. Never again. I'm sorry. I love you." She grabs his shirt and clenches it and cries harder. "I love you too." They stood silent, both crying, for as long as she needed. Once she calmed down enough the couple walked back to bed. "Please, can you change the sheets. I don't want to lay on them." Jimin nods quickly and runs to put fresh sheets on the bed. Once done she sits down. He's cautious. "Do you want to lay down Y/n? I promise I won't touch you if you don't want me to." She slowly lays down on her back and he follows. He lays facing her and gently strokes her hair, then her stomach. She winces when he touches her and he retracts his hand for a moment, pain filling his heart more. He keeps his eyes on her but slowly lifts her hoodie to see his damage. He cringes when his eyes set on the now red and purple welt that lays across her stomach. She keeps her eyes trained to the ceiling but doesn't push him away as he leans down slowly and places light feathery kisses on her bruise. "I'm so sorry Y/n. I can't believe I did this to you." He starts to cry again but continues giving her mark light kisses. He then feels her fingers run through his hair and he feels some of the dread wash away at her small affection. "I love you Y/n. So much baby. I'm so sorry." She keeps running her fingers soothingly through his soft blonde locks and whispers, "I love you too. Shh. It's over now. I don't want to talk about it ever again." He nods and looks up to her. He cups her face and leans in to softly kiss her lips. "Don't leave me Y/n. I'm so sorry." She kisses him back and shakes her head. "I'm not leaving you, but never again. We tried it and I don't like that idea much. But I love you." He nods and rests his head on her, wrapping his arm around her, careful to not touch her welt.  They fall asleep holding each other, both terrified of what had happened a couple hours earlier.