Should Have Been Me.

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WARNING: Mentions of Su!c!d3 and $elfharm
PURPLEDS POV:
I got home, to see Papa Puffy and Punz staring at me. They looked mad.. I knew that they knew what I did. I wasn't ready to get yelled at, I just witnessed murdering the love of my life! Of course, they had to yell at me though. "GRAYSON PURPLED!" Yep. Yelled at. "GRAYSON WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!" I started shedding tears. If only they were there, if they watched Tommy die. If they were in my place. I started crying, ran to my room, locked the door, and cried. I cried for what I did. I wanted to end it all, right then and there. I wanted to die, and see Tommy. For fucks sake, I wouldn't get into heaven. I'm a psychopath. God how could I be so dumb? I wish I could end everything. I want to so badly. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Everyone will know what I've done.
THE NEXT MORNING
I woke up and got dressed. I didn't want to go to school today, but I had to. I walked out the door, all I heard from Puffy and Punz was, "Get out." "Disappointment." I started crying again, listening to the playlist. I knew that I would get picked on. I walked Into the school, and immediately, all eyes went on me. Me and me only. Everyone started booing and yelling for me to stay away. Others were calling me heartless, a monster, a demon from hell. Some were telling me to go back to my disgusting planet. I know I shouldn't be affected by it but, it was my fault Tommy died. I just haven't accepted it yet. I ran away to my class, and even my teacher told me to get out. I ran to the bathroom, my last stop for the day. I'm skipping every class. I looked in my bag, a knife. I grabbed it, and next thing I knew, I had slits on my wrist. It hurt like hell but, I deserved it. ...I looked up, a hook. Hm. Interesting. I don't have anything else though. I snuck into an arts and crafts room and stole some rope. I went back to the bathroom and..lets just say, I did something, everyone wanted me to do. I opened my eyes to see white, a white like room. It was bright. Then, I saw Tommy. Tommy running towards me, and hugging me. I hugged back and started crying. "Tommy! You're actually here! I'm sorry." He only shook his head and grabbed my phone. He opened the playlist and clicked a song. I was confused at first but then,
"Hey Soul Sister, Ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo"
I grabbed his hand and he grabbed mine. We danced to all the music in our playlist. The slow ones, the fast ones, every single one. It was the best. I'm honestly glad I did what I did. I finally got my wish. I got the see my love for the rest of my "life" I guess he lives up to his name for me, "My angel."
A/N: FINISHED! WOOOOOOOO!

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