THE WITCH CEO IS NOT A DEMONESS

Chapter 12 - Deja Vu?

Thinking of that possibility, Feng Jiu was rooted on the chair.

’What should I do?’ She suddenly felt--- afraid. This seemed too fast--- really, really fast. Feng Jiu didn’t know what to do. She was currently having mixed emotions---- happiness, sadness, anger and nervousness. For how many years, the only one she would truly call her family was just her Yeye[1]. And now, with the addition of a little angel in her life, she felt very, very happy.

Although she was having difficulty trying to digest what she had experienced in this past few weeks, she was willing to gamble everything. The happiness she felt when MinFeng arrived in her life and being able to be herself in front of him without any pretense, she was willing to gamble and try to accept him.

’Mine and MinFeng’s child.’ She could not help but smile when she thought of the possibility that there was a tiny being inside her body. Thinking of this, she subconsciously rubbed her flat tummy while smiling.

But... ’Will MinFeng accept this child?’

Feng Jiu suddenly felt sad thinking about their complicated situation. She and MinFeng already cooked rice[2] for Pete’s sake, but she was still uncertain of her status in MinFeng’s life.

’Roommate?’

’Sex buddy?’

’Patron?’

’His... sugar mommy?’

Feng Jiu suddenly felt like someone was squeezing her heart. The pain she felt was enough to make her go insane. The joy of being pregnant suddenly vanished in a blink of an eye. She suddenly felt afraid to know her weight in MinFeng’s heart.

’What if he denies having this child and insists on abortion?’ Feng Jiu paled. If she was really pregnant, she would never harm the baby. Anger surged inside Feng Jiu’s heart. Not just for MinFeng but also towards herself. If she did not roll in the sheets with him, she wouldn’t experience these kinds of stressful stuffs.

’This is all MinFeng’s fault!!’

If she did not allow herself to experience a moment of weakness, everything would have been the same. She and MinFeng wouldn’t have crossed path, leading to this problem.

’What am I going to do?? How can I tell this to Yeye? He really might skin me alive.’

Feng Jiu suddenly felt nervous. She didn’t know what to say. Should she just lay down all her cards[4] and say---- ’Yeye, can I not marry? I already found a sex buddy! And I am currently preggy! Yehey!!’ ---- like that?!

’Yeye might really visit King Yama if I toss a bomb at him like this.’

Feng Jiu inhaled slowly. She’s trying to process everything and think of different possibilities. A thought suddenly passed on her mind.

’Am I really pregnant?’ Feng Jiu fell silent. ’Shouldn’t I confirm it with a test first before jumping into conclusions? I might be counting chicks before it hatches[5].’

While Feng Jiu was currently immersed in thinking about her dilemma, Ming Yue who was standing at her side, was feeling awesome. This was the first time in her life that she saw her Madam being unable to remain expressionless while thinking. She was very happy thinking she could brag this later to her officemates.

Her eyes bulged when she saw Feng Jiu smiled while caressing her stomach.

’Madam smiled?! And why is she caressing her stomach? Is she hungry?’ An idea struck on Ming Yue’s mind.

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After the roller coaster ride of emotions, Feng Jiu decided to calm herself. It wouldn’t solve the problem by simply feeling nervous all the time. It was useless to cry over spilled milk[6].