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3: ok maybe this kid needs therapy 😃

Sometimes.. I wonder what this world could have been like if I wasn't here. If I just vanished. Would everything be the same? Or would it be completely different? I don't know. Maybe the world would've been either worse or better without me. Wait, who cares anyway? I'm like an ant compared to what's in the universe. Was I even supposed to exist?

I saw somebody jump into the lake near the the convenience store while getting home from school. It was a girl my age. Maybe if she didn't jump, we could have been best friends. Or not. Probably not. She would just hang out with the cooler kids and leave me alone like everybody else.

I still remember her blonde hair sinking down into the murky depths when I got there. I was panting and sweating as if I'd ran a marathon. If I was just 10 minutes earlier.. I possibly could've saved her.