Can You Love Me Too?(Monsta X Fanfiction)

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*Kookie*

After the fansign, we all went to the car and to find another good restaurant to satisfied the boys appetite since to me any food will do since I am not a picky eater. Serim was trying to sush his members because they're being to noisy inside the car. Taeyoung in the other hand was actually sleeping in the car while the rest was being so noisy, and I on the other hand was actually paying attention in the road trying to find good restaurant for the boys to eat since they're hungry according to hyeongjun himself. these boys are always hungry not to mention they're also always thirsty because they're actually very very hyper. I am happy that they're fansign was actually a success the fans really love seeing the boys and they actually followed the protocol. L.A fans were so cool.

After driving for 30 minutes we finally found a good restaurant, it was actually a chinese restaurant and Allen was actually very happy since Allen was actually chinese and not korean. The boys ordered everything they think their taste buds will like but in honestly it was Allen who's actually more excited cause it says this restaurant serves authentic chinese cuisine.

after eating we all went to the car to go back to the place they rent for us to stay while we're here in L.A Wonho oppa has texted me multiple times but I never answered any of those text. I mean I am happy to know about Kihyun being my older brother but I am not sure how Kihyun feels about me being his younger sister. Eventually even when we finally arrived to the rented house Wonho oppa is still trying to contact me but I wasn't answering any of it and I just decided to block them for awhile, cause honestly if Kihyun really accepts the DNA result he would be the one to contact me and not Wonho oppa. Allen noticed I was a little down so he called the boys and said we all gonna have a quick meeting. They made me tell what's wrong and I have told them everything, they're happy that I finally found my older brother but also at the same time they're sad because Kihyun hasn't tried contacting me it was only Wonho oppa who does send me text messages. After the meeting I decided to open my twitter and tweet something

@OfficialMinKookie96:

Sometimes staying away is the best option specially when the situation doesn't making you happy.

@OfficialMinKookie96:

I wish I never met you atleast I wouldn't be in sadness right now, it's not that I am blaming you but the situation making sad

@OfficialMinKookie96:

My Mom, Mrs & Mr Song and Cravity boys will always be my family

@OfficialMinKookie96:

If you're important to a person they'll make way to contact you

@MinKookie96: I bet right now you're disgusted with the result, Don't you worry you won't be seeing me anymore and you won't be hearing from me anymore besides you didn't even bother to tell me the result, I just have to find it out from a different person

@MinKookie96:

Adjusting? From what? why don't you just admitted that you hated me and my guts

@MinKookie96:

Yes I was adopted and I was glad that my parents did that, cause they love me so much and they have always been protecting me and taking care of me

@MinKookie96:

I am so thankful for the Song couple cause they treated me like their family. I am so blessed to have them in my life

@MinKookie96:

Do I want to look for my biological family? My answer is what for? besides they weren't looking for me so it's somewhat fair cause if they were looking for me someone from social service will notify me

After tweeting I decided to go to sleep but I couldn't, So I decided to play games on my phone but I couldn't focus on what I am playing, maybe I was just overthinking or maybe I shouldn't have blocked Monsta X boys?But the thing is Kihyun never sended me a text message he didn't even bothered telling me that he finally got the results, he didn't even tell me if he accept the result or not? Why does I have to find out the result from Wonho. It's just too saddening for me honestly. I can't help but cry or I am just really disappointed?