All your fault !

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Atsushis pov :
He woke to his alarm .
Sitting up , rubbing his eyes .
Checking his phone .
Dazai - you need to be in at 8 sorry x
It's 9 : 15 .
'shit '
He jumps out of bed stumbling over all the clothes and rubbish on the floor .
He throws his clothes on running to the bathroom tripping on some soap on the floor .
He brushes his teeth and hair .
He shoves his shoes on and grabs his bag .
He runs out the door .
'did I lock the door ?'
He runs to the agency at full speed.
He pushes the door open , huffing and puffing .
"Atsushi are you aware of how late you are ?!"
Kunikida walks over , arms crossed .
"I know I'm sorry . Dazai message me at 8 but my alarm was at 9 so I missed it "
Kunikida walks back to desk .
"Typical brat "
Atsushi takes a deep breath and sits down .
He puts his bag down and starts his work .
"I'm sorry Atsushi I should have called you it came to you house"
"No Dazai it's fine I should be up earlier . Be prepared "
He starts writing his paperwork .
His eyes are heavy , ears slightly ringing .
'when did I last eat ?'
He leans on his hand while typing on the computer.
He looks down rubbing his head .
'oh damn it '
He has two different shoes on and mix mach socks .
Sighing he continued his work .
He gets to lunch and now he has a horrible headache .
"Atsushi you ok ? You look a little pale ?"
He looks up to Yosano .
"Oh yeah I'm fine . Just tired that's all "
He gives her a weak smile .
She holds up his chin looking in his eyes .
"Have you eaten anything today ? Yesterday ?"
"Well not today but yesterday yeah"
He moves his head down standing up .
Slightly holding onto his desk .
"Atsushi you need something . Let me grab you something "
He's about to protest .
"What does the brat want now ?"
Looking over at kunikida.
"Nothing I'm fine sorry "
He grabs some paper and walks out the office .
He closes the agency door , sliding down the wall .
He sits on the floor placing his head in-between his knees .
He breaths in and out treading his breathing.
"Oh my god Atsushi you ok ?"
He looks up to Tanizaki kneeling down next to him .
"No no I'm fine I'm heading to the police station "
He stands up Tanizaki pulling his arm .
"Are you sure ? Do you want me to tell kunikida your not well ?"
"No ! No don't tell kunikida I've been so annoying this morning"
"Do you want me to come with you ?"
"No I've got this I finish at 5 so I'll be fine "
"Ok but go home if you feel worse "
"Yeah yeah "
He waves Tanizaki in and goes to the station .
His head thumping as he walked .
He drops off the papers and heads back .
He gets in Dazai running over to him .
"Are you ok Tanizaki said you were in the hall ?"
"I was just resting . I'm fine really . Let's not make it a big deal "
He pushes past Dazai and sits down .
"You know what Atsushi go home . You've been a problem all morning it would have been easier if you weren't here "
He looks at kunikida .
He takes a deep breath .
"Right . Thanks I'll see you Tomorrow"
He takes his bag and walks out .
He gets out the office and tears are spilling from his eyes .
He runs home his vision blurring .
He gets in slamming the door behind him .
He slides down it crying on the floor .
'what the fuck happened today ?'