All your fault !

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Tw ⚠️ slight ed / body images Atsushis pov :
He's sitting on the floor .
He'd stopped crying but still sitting there .
He eventually gets up needing some water .
He opens the cupboard to get a glass .
Some biscuits catching his eyes .
'well I haven't eaten in 2 days so I guess I need it '
He takes out the packet .
Only eatings a few then putting on the counter .
He changes into some more comfortable clothing .
The biscuits staring at him .
He goes to get more .
Pulling his hand away .
After 10 minutes of arguing with himself he gives in .
Taking a few more things out the cupboards and sitting on the couch.
He watches TV as he eats.
He finishes the biscuits then moves to the bag of crisps , the another  and another.
Two hours later he's nearly eaten everything in the house .
He puts the wrappers in the bin and lays down .
He pulls up his shirt .
Looking at his bloated stomach.
'why did I do that I don't deserve it '
He pulls his shirt down and looks at the TV .
He felt like crying but was interrupted by a knocking at the door .
He gets up really feeling the weight of what he's eaten .
He opens the door .
Dazai is standing there .
He goes to hug Atsushi .
"Don't - sorry I just feel sick and don't want you get anything . And I'd probably vomit on you "
He blocks the door so you can't see in .
"Ok lovely to see you to . Let me in I wanna take care if you "
Looking at Dazai made him feel guilty he came all the way over there .
"Fine "
He lets Dazai in hoping he ignores all the mess and rubbish .
He lays on the couch.
"Yeah you don't look good . Want some water ?"
"No I'm ok but thanks "
Dazai sits next to him and turns the TV back on .
"You felt ill or day ?"
"I had a headache this morning . I ate something earlier and I felt worse "
"Ok we'll get some rest "
Atsushi agrees and falls asleep on the couch .
He wakes up 3 hours later .
"Hey Atsushi you feel better ? "
"Not really of anything I feel more sick "
"Want some medicine ?"
"Um yeah ok "
He watches Dazai open the cupboard.
Making him gag at the images of him earlier going off in his head .
Dazai returns with some water and medicine.
Atsushi takes it and thanks him .
"I'm going to bed now so you can go . No need to be here if I'm asleep "
"What if you sick ?"
"I'll be fine I promise and if I really can't do it I'll call you . But I doubt I will "
"Ok . I doubt your be batter but see you tomorrow after work "
"Ok thanks for stopping by "
He closes the door .
Stepping over all the mess .
He goes to the bathroom .
He stares at his reflection in the mirror .
Lifting his shirt again .
Holding it in and watching the 'fat' unfold .
He brushes his teeth .
He gives a quick glance at the toilet .
'should I ? No I haven't in ages . But I also haven't over ate so ? No . Oh I can't take it . I just won't eat again after '
He kneels down lifting the toilet seat .
'so much for getting better '