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Tw ⚠️ - ed / emetophobia
Atsushis pov :
Tw ⚠️ :
He leans over the toilet .
Taking a deep breath .
Shoving two fingers to the back of his throat .
Gagging till his throat bubbles .
Hunching his back he vomits up all he ate .
His eyes watering .
He coughs whiping his hand on his side .
He leans back whiping his mouth on his sleeve .
He leans his arms on the toilet lid .
His breathing increasing .
He takes another deep breath .
His throat burning up again .
Lurching back over removing more from his stomach .
Tw ⚠️ over :
He sits back on to the wall .
He stands up holding the sink for support .
Flushing the toilet he opens the door going to the living room .
He lays down closing his eyes .
'god why do I make it so so hard'
He falls asleep around 1 .
Next morning :
He wakes up to his phone going off .
"Hello ?"
"Hiya Atsushi letting you know we need you in early again . Only as long as you are better than yesterday "
"Yeah ok . I'm fine now just fell asleep "
"Ok see you soon "
He hangs up and trudges his way to his room .
He changes and makes his way to work .
Walking through the door getting stared at .
"You still look like shit Atsushi "
"Morning Ranpo "
He sits down getting straight to his work .
"You gonna be a problem today ?"
"No sorry sir "
He smiles at kunikida and gets back to work .
He finished .
'maybe today is better '
"Atsushi the president wants me and you in his office"
He follows Dazai to the office .
"Hello you two . I have a job for you . There was a murder just out of town . There are 4 suspects . You will be working with Aktugawa and Chuuya from the pm . You have 2 weeks and you will stay in a bungalow . Go pack both of you"
The two leave and pack .
Atsushi barges his way past the mountain of clothes by the door.
He grabs a bag and packs clothes .
He gets his toothbrush and bathroom stuff .
He hides blades in his phone case .
Bandages and plasters in his bag .
He heads outside to a van with the others waiting .
He locks his door .
Putting his bag in the back .
He hops next to Aktugawa in the back .
"You look like a bag of crap "
He gives Aktugawa a look of disgust .
"Ok we will be there in about an hour so no stops "
Dazai is next to chuuya in the passenger seat .
Atsushi watches out the window.
"Today we just get settled in and tomorrow we head out "
Dazai turns around looking at the work in the back .
"You two need to smile. We all get to spend quality time "
"exactly I'm stuck with this moron for 2 damn weeks "
Atsushi scoffed.
His eyes began to get heavier .
Eventually he fell asleep againt the window .
He wakes up to a jolt in the road .
He sits up rubbing his eyes .
"We are nearly there . I wonder if it's nice "
"Of course it's gonna  be nice jackass ! I haven't said a word so I don't crash this fucking car . But now we are here I'm gonna kill you !"
The car stops and Chuuya punches Dazai .
'im gonna hate this '

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