𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

𝐸𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟 － 𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒

Requested by KenyahGreen

POV: You have an eating disorder

Bang Chan:

- Chan had known you had an eating disorder since you started dating
- He was very supportive of you, no matter what happened
- He was determined to help you through it and make sure you got out of it together
- You didn't exactly eat most days and he worried about you a lot
- "Are you sure you don't want anything to eat? I cooked a lot, I didn't know if you'd want any." he said, lowering his head
- You immediately felt guilty, as though you had to force yourself to eat because he cooked
- "I guess I should eat something, you worked hard cooking it."
- "No, no," he stopped, holding his hand out to hold yours, "I don't want you to force yourself to eat just because I cooked. It's not a big deal, I can always refrigerate it if you want some later, don't worry about it," he kissed your head gently, reassuring you
- He used to make you breakfast every morning too, but he only made you a little
- Chan knew if there was too much food then you'd feel guilty for not being able to eat it, and by now he knew how much you could eat and when you got full
- Sometimes he'd take you out for dates and let you order whatever you wanted, usually it would just be a salad
- One time you complained that you were still hungry after eating at the restaurant, Chan hadn't finished his food yet and so handed you his plate and smiled, "go ahead. I'm full."
- He always tended to your needs and made you feel comfortable
- If you ever didn't want a full meal he'd get your favourite snacks for you, that way you could eat as much or as less as you wanted
- He never once forced you to try and finish your meal, but sometimes he'd ask you to just have a little more
- "Come on, two more bites, you can do it," he smiled, watching you take another bite
- You struggled to swallow it, but took a deep breath and finished your last bite
- His smile grew wider and he walked over to your seat, stroking your hair and kissing your head, "good job, sweetheart."
- He always helped with your eating, and you were incredibly grateful to have him by your side

Lee Minho:

- Minho wasn't entirely aware of your eating disorder, he just didn't understand it very well
- Although he had little understanding, he worked hard to try and make you comfortable and more familiar with eating
- One day you'd eat a lot, perhaps even up to seven meals, sometimes more
- When you ate a lot, he didn't worry, actually he felt quite proud of you for eating so well
- "Do you want another plate?" he grinned, brushing your hair
- "Yes, please," you drooled, gulping down another spoonful
- But then there were other days where you barely ate at all
- "I cooked us some dinner, are you feeling hungry?"
- "I'm sorry, I'm not hungry," you dropped your head, a guilty look smothered on your face
- He smiled sadly and nodded, "it's okay, it's just one of those days. You'll get your appetite back eventually. How about I lay out some snacks for you in case you get a little hungry?"
- You nodded and gave him a quick cuddle before he left the room
- He did worry a lot about you, quite often actually
- You were a perfectly healthy weight, so that eased up his concern a little more
- However, although you were a healthy weight, he still attempted to help you make a meal guide for every day
- He set you three meals a day, and if you ate those three meals it was great! And if you didn't eat three meals, it was still okay, he was proud of you for trying and just waited until later to try again

Seo Changbin:

(sorry this photo is hilarious)

- When Changbin found out you were bulimic, his heart was broken for you
- Every time he took you out to dinner, you'd leave to go to the bathroom to immediately throw up everything you ate
- "Aren't you embarrassed? Y/n does this every time you eat together in public," Changbin's friend shrugged his shoulders, feeling quite embarrassed himself
- "Why should I be embarrassed? It's not exactly something they're able to control," he scowled back at him
- He was never embarrassed of you, in fact he was just concerned for your health, and he wanted to get you as much help as possible
- Changbin tried to help as much as he could, but sometimes he struggled a lot, and he found himself stuck on decisions
- Your doctor had finally prescribed you with medicine to help with your bulimia, and Changbin paid for everything, he never hesitated once when you needed meds, he always refused to let you pay
- He wanted you to be healthy, and so he gave up a lot of his money to provide you with the best healthcare possible for you to live a happy, stress free life