BROKEN- MY POETRY COLLECTION

I REALLY WISH YOU'D FINALLY DIE

(As I've mentioned a few times, I haven't really written poetry since I started writing novels. The most I have shared were older. I've writing a few lately, but they weren't like my others. The one I'm sharing today is long and wordy. The words rhyme, but before I realized that, I'd forgotten what word that rhymes was. Its also very choppy, not quite as smooth.
But I'm posting it. I really appreciate all my fans. And this is the story of my second marriage. Sorry that it's so... for lack of a better word, lousy and kinda imaginary violent! I'm trying to get better work poems, but I really prefer stories. Thanks! K.N.S)

T/W: THERE IS TALK OF DEATH AND MURDER!

AFTER SIX WEEKS, a ring was on my finger
A casual dress on the hanger
For me to become your wife
Although we were in a pointless fight
Oh well what's the worst that could happen
I was so mad now but later it'd be already passing
So we married, though I really didn't think you assumed I'd have my whole life to know what you've gone through
Then one day after many bags of popcorn I wanted burnt
We figured out while others were careful...we really weren't
Two pink lines later, when I didn't think I could
Nothing could get me down and nothing ever would
The bigger she got inside the more lies you told
I began to realize I knew nothing more of you than I had a year ago
The baby came we disagreed a lot as the baby was our lives
But I chose to raise her as I was raised since all I knew of you is lies
And you were so mean and I was so sad
Was it too much for my partner to admit when he's bad
He had no sense of humor; a deal breaker for me
So soon me and the baby laid down to take a nap and he left while we were asleep
Packing up so little, but still everything he'd need
I spent years being sad but when it finally comes down
He'd actually abandoned four babies when a day away gets me down
So his betrayal was a favor the only one he gave me which is fine
We've been married 10 years but I haven't seen him in 9
Our daughter is awesome he'll never get to know
I told her about you and she hates you the most
I don't condone hate but at least she knows the absent father was a lie a cheat and nearly ruined our lives
If you come looking for her I know she'd knock him down
As for me, I have an evil mind. Great, she knocks you out but I want you to die
No more saving for divorce or stress of you changing your heart
She's not your daughter anymore so don't even start
If you were dead, no divorce, no custody fight
She can be adopted by the dad she's been raised by
I'd love for you to die so you know what I mean
I'd never think about you again and I can have the life you robbed me of back then
With a beautiful girl and a partner who's 20 times the man you ever were
Anyone can tell...
Still I'd love nothing more than to stab you in the face and send you back to hell
It's the only place you're wanted unless you're the devil alone
The evil man of Oklahoma finally made it to his home
And you're never coming back and life is so great
I love my kid, I love my man, I'm finally getting away
And all while you're tiny dick is stuck in Hell's gate.

                       -Krista N. Stithem-