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I sit on my bathroom floor as I replay everything in my head over and over again why would he even think that did I just fuck everything up with him?

I sit there for god knows how long I feel my eyes get heavy as I put my head into my knees I felt calm even with everything happening "I need weed" I say out loud I get up and open the door I go to grab everything and go to the bathroom I turn on the shower to the hottest setting and start rolling up "I deserve it I'll make it extra big" I say this is about to be the best

I look at my creation and smile I light it and take a big ass hit "amazing" I say as I let it out I sit on the bathroom floor smoking the blunt "the hotels gonna smell amazing after this" I say wait did I say that or think that? I look at my phone "holy shit it's 7:30" how long have  been in this bathroom holy crap I finish the blunt do I deserve another one? I think yes and again I start rolling up making a nice fat blunt "perfect" I light it up and I feel amazing like all my problems go away like nothings real and anything I did wouldn't matter I could go talk to Miguel rn and it wouldn't matter

Everything's okay I sit on the bathroom floor as I finish the blunt "aww it gone" dammit "I should go get some food" no I should go out "I want Mason to be here" I say I decide to go get him "Mason" I say as I get up grabbing all my supplies and putting them back turning off the shower and spraying the hotel room with perfume and air freshener I change my clothes and grab my things I walk over to masons door trying my best to not look high out of my mind wait did I knock on the door already? I'll just knock again I knock and Mason opens the door "mason" I say then I see Miguel on his bed and my smile instantly goes away "yeah I'll just leave" I say as I start laughing oh shit oh fuck "ohhh wait do you have any snacks?" I say smiling fuck I look so fucked up rn "y/n are you okay?" Mason says uh oh he knows

"I'm great" I say I also on another dimension rn "do you have food?" I ask "uh yeah" Mason replies "come on" he adds "I walk in and see absolute heaven "I'm taking everything so you know" I say grabbing everything putting it in my pocket "y/n I think you and Miguel should talk" Mason says I freeze and slowly look back "come on y/n sit down" Mason says grabbing me and sitting me down on the bed "y/n we need to talk" Miguel says what the shit and I supposed to say to that "okay" I say oh fuck what is wrong with me I start smiling FUCK FUCK FUCK now isn't the time to smile okay no just think of sad shit uhhhh fuck my mind is completely blank as I start to get lost in my thoughts "y/n?" Mason says "are you sure your okay" Mason adds "I'm way too high for this talk to me when I sober up" I get getting up grabbing more snacks then leaving well shit

That fucking sucked I tried going to Mason to have fun but then he tries to get me to talk to Miguel? I get back to my room and throw all the snacks on the bed "time to feast" I say grabbing to first bag of chips and opening them "oooo I should get chicken nuggets or mozerala sticks oooo or pizza with some fries a hamburger" I say I grab my phone and go on order a bunch of food then I hear a knock on my door "are you kidding me" I say getting up "who is it" I scream "its Mason can I come in" he says "what's the password?" I say "uhhh please?" He says "nope" I sat opening the door "Jesus y/n your hotel room smells like weed" he says "well duh" I say laughing

"Oh shit here come the giggles weed makes me so chatty" I say laughing going back to the bed "I just ordered a bunch of food" I say to Miguel as I start laughing I don't even know for what I'm just happy "what time is it" I say to Mason as he sits on the bed "9:30" he says I immediately look at him "9:30?! ITS BEEN 2 HOURS?" I say what have I been doing this whole time "yeah I haven't seen you in like an hour" he says I sit there with my mouth wide open you can't be serious I hear my phone ding "ooo my food is here" I say exited getting up and going to get to food "y/n I think we need to talk about Miguel" he says as I sit back down on the bed opening my food "okay 1 I think I ordered to much and 2 Mason I an way to high for this please talk to me when I sober up"

"Can you help me eat this" I say opening the pizza box "yes" he says grabbing a slice "this is good" I say eating I turn on the TV and we start watching scary movie 4 I love watching funny movies while eating and while high it's amazing

Idk how long both me and Mason sat there eating and watching the movie but soon it was 11pm "y/n it's 11pm I have to go thank you for the good and movie but I'm gonna go to sleep" he says getting up "Please stay" I say "I don't wanna be alone" I add Mason sits back down "y/n you really need to talk to Miguel" he says "I know I do but I trusted him and he hurt me I don't know how to feel about him right now" I say "I know but what you guys had was special you need to save that" he says "I know I just cant look at him right now" I say laying down covering myself with a blanket "I know y/n" Mason says laying down too also covering himself with a blanket "good night y/n" he says "good night mason" I say back as I drift off to sleep

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