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i woke up so sore which instantly made me emotional .. i've never been this emotional before .. i feel so overwhelmed with everything going on .

I turned over to the other side slowly , grabbing my phone i dialed Karen's number .

"Hello ?" she said in a soft tone "can you come over? i'm in so much pain Karen" i tried my best not to cry , but the tears just fell

"Doe do you need to go to the hospital? i'm coming over right now" She said gathering her things

"No i-i just need help " i laid my head on the pillow "I'm coming Doe" she hung up the phone and i screamed .

"why is this happening to me!" i yelled , i felt so fragile .. sometimes i wish i would of fought back .

A few moments later i heard my door open , foot steps ran up the stairs "Doe i brought Denise " Karen said as Denise held her head down .

"Help me up p-please" they both grabbed me slowly and sat me up holding me , i rested my head on Karen's shoulder .

"D-Dorinda i'm sorry .. i should of never listened to Jacky"Denise cried

I sat there in silence not wanting to fight with her, "Tell her what you told me Denise" Karen said with her eyebrow arched up and arms folded .

"When everything happened , Jacky automatically told me not to believe you .. she told me you were just a hoe who wanted to have sexual relations with everybody, so i believed her .." She explained

"I thought you were just saying that to make yourself not look like a hoe" she continued

I felt my blood boil hearing that Jacky made Denise think so horribly of me .

"Denise my problem is you marrying a rapist, nobody can make you do something that you know isn't right .. Jacky should not have that much control over you" I rolled my eyes

"I didn't want to marry him Dorinda , Jacky convinced me .. it felt like i was forced into marriage and you know how our parents were about marriage , they always wanted us to get married and have kids with a lovely man " Denise spoke

Karen shook her head "This is sad .. we are family we all we got, this shit needs to end now and i'm not playing around!" Karen shouts

"Karen, Jacky is the fucking problem , i don't understand why y'all don't see that .. she convinced y'all for years that i was lying , why would i lie about something like that?" i said

"With your diagnosis, we know for sure he did this to you . you wouldn't have bone trauma for no reason .. and i'm sorry you have to have a Disease for this family to open their eyes " Karen said

"I think we need to have a family meeting, no fighting just expressing our feelings" Denise said

"I'm in to much pain for that i don't think i have the energy to try to explain myself to Jacky anymore" i said rubbing my thighs

"Girl you gone take you a nice bath , and get you some dick !" Karen said

We laughed at Karen , hearing that come from her was different because she was so innocent

"Who's that boy that comes in and out your house Dorinda ?" Karen asked with a smirk "Oh that's my assistant, he helps me with the girls " i said shrugging my shoulders

"I'm married and all but he is fine as hell !  you better keep him " Karen said with a giggle

"He is just my assistant, that's a little boy he can't handle this" i said

Karen and Denise laughed " Doe what did you mean by the girls ?" Denise asked "Well i'm a Madam , im pretty sure the both of you know what that is .. so i don't have to go too in detail" i said

Denise rubbed her head "I'm sorry Doe i'm just trying to get use to all of this " Denise said

"I mean at this point i don't care how anymore feels about it , it is what it is " i said

After our conversation they helped me take a nice bath and i threw on a white crop top with some jeans .

"We're gonna get going Dorinda , if you need anything please call us without a hesitation.. and think about that meeting " Karen said while her and Denise were hugging me

"Alright , i'll think about it" They walked out and i closed the door behind them .

I wasn't getting my hopes up , it was always like this with my sisters . We would make up and be cool with each other for a while just to turn around and start fighting .

I grabbed my purse and my car keys heading out the door .

Me and Rashun decided to go to the club tonight , he wasn't necessarily going to party .. he was just making sure i was okay .

"Boy hurry up !" i honk the horn as Rashun walked slowly out his house , "Damn calm down , a nigga gotta look good" he said with a chuck

I rolled my eyes "You always rolling them big eyes , one day they gone get stuck watch" he said

i laughed "oh well they just gonna have to get stuck" i shrugged my shoulders .

We finally arrived at the club and Rashun helped me out the car , The security guard stared me down biting his bottom lip .

I walked in without a care , Rashun went to the bar to get me a drink while i looked around to see if i noticed anyone

The music was pretty loud , strippers were everywhere .

"Here Doe" he said handing me the shot, i quickly took the shot "damn that was strong"i said to myself

"Doe ion think we should be here right now , especially with everything you going through" he said shaking his head

"I'm okay , i needed to get out anyways being stuck in that house all day is depressing" i said, i look over at another section and seen my nephew J drew .

"Hold this shit" i handed the shot glass cup to Rashun , walking over there hearing groans from men as women twerked on them .

"Uh uh ! shut this shit down ! J drew get your dumb ass out of here !" I shout and everybody got quiet walking away .

I smacked J drew on the top of his head "J drew what the hell are you doing in the club ! Don't make me call Karen"

He rubbed his head "Ouch Auntie , im just having fun mama can't get mad at that" he said , as he spoke the smell of liquor filled up my nose .

I grabbed him by his shirt "J drew don't play with me ! you have a famous family .. if anybody caught you in the club it's gonna be everywhere in the blogs , you know better than that " I yelled

J drew reminded me of myself a lot , he wasn't into gospel music that much and he didn't care about what the church thought of him .. he was just Karen's son .

Even though i enjoyed spreading the gospel back then , i never cared what the church thought of me .. i just expected more from the people there .

"Who did you come here with ? where's your car ?" i sigh "I came here w-with some girls" he stuttered

"Yo Doe what's going on ?" Rashun ran over seeing me about to punch J drew .

"This little nigga wanna be up in the club knowing the consequences " i said "Ight Doe chill , let's just get him home " Rashun said

He grabbed J drew as he was walking and falling all over the place , helping him get inside the car

My body began to ache as i was still in pain from earlier , i didn't want J drew to fall into my foot steps .. i wouldn't be able to deal with that .

J drew sat in the back seat speaking to cats as he was drunk , i drove faster

Hey y'all ! how we feeling about this chapter ?
another one today ?

Should Dorinda be mad at J drew ?

Should Dorinda forgive Denise so fast ? lmk !