I Can't Do This

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I burst into tears and fell to my knees.

This can't be happening!

"I can't do this, I didn't do this!"

"Calm down. I'm on my way to pick you up."

"I don't want you!"

"Too bad."

"No."

Don't let him gain control of this situation.

He's using your emotions against you.

"I'm headed back to class. Goodbye Gun." I hung up and took a deep breath.

Okay.

Let's go wash our face and head to class.

The bell rang about five minutes ago.

I took deep breaths as I walked to the bathroom and cleaned myself up from the tears and snot.

Once I had a hold of myself, I made my way to class.

I held my head up high as I apologized for my tardiness.

I could hear the whispers and feel the eyes on me as I walked to my seat.

"Did you know she's a whore?"

I've always hated that word.

Whore.

What is it that makes a whore anyway?

I could feel my phone buzzing in my jacket's pocket over and over again.

"Wow. I never expected YN to be a hoe. I especially didn't expect her to cheat."

"Class, shut up. Now, COS is 38..."

I tried my hardest to pay attention but it was difficult when everyone thinks you cheated on your none existing boyfriend that apparently beat up your sneaky link.

A girl walked into class and handed the teacher a note.

"YN, grab your things. You're going home."

"What?"

Everyone turned to look at me.

Just get your things and go. Just get your things and go...

I walked to the office with my bag and saw my mom.

I let out a breath of relief. I thought Gun might have actually came to pick me up.

"Hi mom."

"Hello sweetie. Wanna go see dad?"

I nodded and we walked out of the office.

Dad looked so sad.

He had tubes and wires coming out of his mouth and arms.

I cried a see the man who helped raise me, who was always so healthy and strong look so broken.

"He'll be okay, sweetheart. Gun is paying for the best doctors to look after him."

"Mom, can I talk to you? About Gun, it's just-"

Mom's phone rang and she asked me to wait a moment as she stepped out.

I let out a sigh and turned to dad. I took his hand and wiped a tear.

"Dad, wake up. Hun is scaring me. Mom doesn't realize who he is, but he's so weird. I don't like him. I feel unsafe with him. Wake up so everything can go back to normal. If you're out of the hospital, he has no reason to be in our lives!"

I watched his eyes move underneath his eyelids and I gasped.

"Dad? Dad! Wake up, you can do it! Open your eyes! You got this!"

His eyes twitched and I could see them start to open when the door opened and my mom walked in.

"Mom! Mom! Look!"

"What is it YN?"

She looked stressed.

"Dad! He was opening his eyes!"

She walked to the other side and looked over his face.

"Dae-Jung? Are you there?"

Dad laid there motionless.

His eyes were still.

"YN, please don't get my hopes up."

"But mom!"

"Come on, we have to go. Your aunt fell and I need to go help her with the kids. You know her husband is a good for nothing."

"Aww, I don't wanna go!"

"You're staying home. Come on."

She drove me home and I unlocked the door.

Mom said food was ordered, should be in the kitchen.

I served myself some and looked around. What's that smell?

It's making me feel panicked.

Calm down, you're just upset about dad.

The heater turned on and I looked up from my half eaten egg roll.

Huh?

Did mom leave it on? I should probably turn it off.

I wiped my hands on my pants and walked to the thermostat.

"Isn't it cold out? Leave it on. I'm the one paying your bills anyways."

I jumped and turned to see Gun sitting on my dads chair.

"What are you... get out!"

"No can do. Your mom has me on babysitting duty. Come have a seat."

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