...Gosh I'm such a freak I mean I'm the one whose holding on to the past like seriously I thought for a second I actually needed parappa fuck no! Who wants him well only that fat fuck pj..I don't care I should working on myself I should start building up a good reputation and I'll start by reconnecting with chips. He's the only sane person I know so I sent him a text "can we meet up at my house tmr? Ty xx" ofc this fat fuck also left me on read again I don't care he'll probably meet up at my house. Blah blah idk man a fucking day has gone by I mean obviously this is a fanfic what ever I got a ring at my door I looked through this app thing and it was chip is it me or did he get more fine. I let him in and yk started talking "how's the baby?" •well I kinda aborted it.• "oh that's nice ig?" I mean his body his choice what ever I mean other then that we got close again he trusted me more and I explained how parappa was being obsessive weird fuck he understood I mean he's the only sane person so..idfk how many hours past but it was night already I told chips to stay over because it was like rlly fucking dark outside and this man walked here. He agreed and I let him sleep on the couch yk cause I'm not letting him sleep with me. Cause I have trauma with them homos. Anwyas it was morning and chips was right next to me like yeah we cool n all but wtf this fat fuck slept right next to me not cool but I mean it's ok ig.
