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After the two left, the rest of the group which was left pretty much dumbfounded all exchanged looks, silently telling one another that this was a matter to be talked about thoroughly. They new Namjoon was probably beating himself over the incident, but in their hearts they knew that Namjoon felt something for Jin. It's just a matter of acknowledging those feelings.

🎀

Jin arrived home before Namjoon, going up to his bedroom and leaning back against the door, backpack sliding off his shoulder. He was thoroughly confused to say the least. Namjoon made him confused. All this time hiding away his feelings for the other and suddenly this happens? God, those feelings seemed to tug even harder on his heartstrings more than a worm on a hook.

As much as Jin wanted to hope for the better, he knew the slightly elder would be in complete and utter denial, and hello insults all over again. Speaking of which...

"JIN?! GODDAMMIT!"

Oh boy.

"WHAT?!" Jin yelled from inside his room, biting his lip. He really didn't have the energy to argue right now.

"You piece of rat shit, did you touch my laptop?!"

Right. He forgot he'd done that. "Yes, and?!"

"Who gave you permission to do so?!"

Jin stepped out of his room, crossing his arms. "Me, problem?"

"Whatever, just don't touch my shit. I don't want your gay cooties or whatever the fuck."

"Real mature." Jin was about to go back in his room when Namjoon stopped him.

Jin gave him a questioning look but something inside him was making him anxious. Namjoon sounded a little to stern for his liking. Not that he wasn't already stern but this time he felt that anxiety creeping up on him like the plague.

"About today? Yeah, forget that shit. It never happened."

He knew it. Namjoon would be in denial. But it does hurt. Every word spoken by the boy he so dearly came to love despite his tyranny, was breaking him down further and further into despair. The classic heartbreak.

"That kiss meant nothing. It was my mistake, that's all it was, and that's all it ever will be. So get that in your head. I will not...nor will I ever feel anything towards you." Namjoon spoke carefully, but at the same time it seemed more like he was trying to ease himself more than hurt Jin.

However, that was that, he hurt Jin. Unknowingly, or maybe he knew, but it hurt like a bitch and it stung like salt on a wound. A scar so deep, Jin even gasped in the slightest.

With one last look, which seemed rather distant and pitying, Namjoon slammed the door shut to his room, leaving Jin to ponder in his mind.

"I know, Joonie... and maybe I'm worthy of your hate." He muttered before he too resided to his room, falling to his knees and hunching over as he began to sob.

That was it. Things weren't gonna change. He'd always be the source of Namjoon's hate. That's all he was. A piece of nothing.






















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Namjin incorporated:

T

ae:
So are we gonna talk about what happened today my fellow gays?

Hoba:
Oh you bet! Broooo that shit was the cutest thing🥺

Jk:
Hate to break it to you, hyung. Namjoon isn't gonna take that shit lightly

Hoba:
Fuck Namjoon dammit! He better get his act right

Minnie:
🤷‍♀️ It's Namjoon, what do you expect from him?

Tae:
He's right tho. Clearly, Namjoon is a nut job

Tae:
And not the good kind 🍆

Jk:
We stan you, Gucci God😔✊️

- Tae has changed username to GucciGod -

GucciGod:
Fuck yeah!😃

Minnie:
Lawd 😬

Hoba:
You guys are some weird hoes. Seriously. When are you gonna fuck?

Jk:
Sorry, my standards ain't short 🤭

Minnie:
🖕🏼

Tae:
🙊🙉

Jk:
What time? I ain't got all day bay bay

Minnie:
Kay, fuck off, alright? So not in your league

Jk:
Shame. Probably cause you're short

Jk:
Missing out on a good dicking😊

Minnie:
🤢🤮

GucciGod:
*slowly raises hand* I'll take that offer-

Hoba:
Kids these days. I didn't raise you like this🥲

Fuckoffiwannasleep is typing...

Minnie:
Good luck I'm out!

-Minnie has left the chat -

Jk:
He ran as fast as his little legs could carry him🙂

Fuckoffiwannasleep:
YOU FUCKERS ARE BLOW8NG UP MY FUCKING PHONE I SWEAR IMMA KICK ALL YALLS

Hoba:
Hey there kitten 😈

Fuckoffiwannasleep:
Oh hi daddy, heh 😅

Jk:
Get a fucking room

GucciGod:
*grabs da popcorn*

Hoba:
That's right, kitten. You better pray to Namjesus you are able to talk after this, I've told you about that attitude of yours

Fuckoffiwannasleep:
Shit-

Fuckoffiwannasleep:
👁👅👁 I'll pray extra hard

Jk:
Alright I'm leaving this bitch

Jk:
*drags Tae with me* let's go see what Minnie's doing

- Jk has left the chat -

GucciGod:
Wear condoms kids!

- GucciGod has left the chat -

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