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MDD
TW: this one one is a little on the darker side <333
mention of sh, ed, and self-sabotage
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"love me"
she begs-
i look at her
expressionless.
"care for me"
she sobs-
my arms are
scarred
my thighs are
bleeding.
3 days without
eating
3 days without
sleeping.
an aching
human
skeleton
with no meaning-
no reason.
"comfort me"
she mumbles-
i drown her
out with music.
headphones blaring,
silence retreating.
"fight for me"
she screams-
im drained
of all energy.
i rot away
in my bed-
never sleeping
barely breathing.
no will to
fight.
no hope-
no wish to
survive.
"talk to me"
she cries-
the words caught
in my throat
choke me,
words i never
said
emotions i
swallowed
thoughts i
bit back.
my words are
mangled,
my thoughts are
tangled.
my hands shake,
clawing at my
neck.
"fuel me"
she groans-
i take a sip
of water,
i ignore
my stomach
as it rumbles.
"love me"
she begs-
i stand bare
in the mirror-
vulnerable,
emotional.
sobbing at
my reflection:
"not good enough"
i whisper to her.
"your good enough"
she murmurs-
she pleads,
she cries,
she screams.
- alb
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published: JAN 8th, 2023
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Poetrypoems simply about love <3 however, you will come to find it may not all be about the kind of love you expect self-love, kindness | heartbreak, hate | all tied together by my perspective and experiences and my ability to paint a picture with my wor...
