•12• AUG 30TH, 2022

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no reason to stay / love was never a reason

•~•

was it worth it
in the end?
leaving me-
leaving us
behind?
i tried to give you
what you wanted
but my mind
was so full
of
doubt
and
insecurities.
i wasnt quite
myself.
i didnt quite
love
myself.
you are not to blame
for that.
how could i love you,
when i didn't love
me?
but if what i had
for you
wasn't
love
then why does
the thought of you
still flutter in my
stomach -
is that feeling
a feeling
of love,
or hate,
or a bit of both?
tell me this;
if my
love
and
endearment
towards you
was something
they never gave,
and was a reason you
stayed
for a bit,
then why did
you
walk
away?

- am i that unlovable?

- alb

•~•

published: JAN 13TH, 2023

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