004- Rumors 2/2

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Kurai's POV.

I heard the rumors quite a lot.
Even the ones surrounding me, Kalego and Shichiro.

It's no biggie, cause it's not true!

...
I hope so, atleast.

It's the second month of the whole school year! Why would they even like me?
I'm really stupid, and both of them just feels concerned for me half the time.

I don't think anyone should like me.

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"Hey Kalego, hey Balam!" I grinned as I sat down with my lunch on the other side of the table at the cafeteria.

"H-Hey!!" Balam jolted up, blushing.

What the.

"Are you sick? Your face's turning red." I told him.

Please be sick.

"N-No!! I'm really not sick!" Shichiro yelled out.

"So are you blushing then?" I asked carefully.

Please.. please.. please...

Shichiro's face turned brighter.
"U-UM! UHHH-- OH YEA, MY FOODS REALLY SPICY, THAT'S WHY MY FACE'S SO RED!!"

I know that's not true, because Balam said that he hates spicy foods but he has a high tolerance for them, so why would he get all red about a spicy dish. Why would he even get a spicy dish in the first place.

"I... see?"

"Just eat, our lunch period's about to end." Kalego mumbled.

"Oh yea, thanks Kalego." I smiled at him.

Atleast not both of them are blushing.

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(END OF SCHOOL
LOCATION: VOX'S RESIDENCE, KURAI'S ROOM.)
I lied in bed, face first.

I'm not good enough for anyone.

Why would anyone want me.

Just leave me be.

What do you even see in me.

I'm the worse lover you can ever have..

I felt myself tearing up.

I'm worthless.

'You are worthless.' My sister said in my head, 'you are loved by no one.'

"Yes, sister." I muttered under my breath.

I am, loved by no one.

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281 words
Pretty short chapter :')

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