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The sun beamed at my face making my hop up to close the curtains.
I took my hoodie off finding myself hot.
"Sanai.." my heart dropped as I looked over my shoulder seeing dd rubbing his eyes.
"Where all these bruises come from?" He said getting up tracing a couple of them making me wince.
"I be fighting and shit it's coo" I mumble getting up to go to the small bathroom in the room.
"You don't gotta lie" he said coming up behind me.
I nodded slowly not wanting to discuss the situation.
I grabbed my toothbrush and charcoal toothpaste and plopped it on the Brissles then running water on it.
"I'm not" I said continuing doing my routine. "Mm" he said before walking out.
Honestly I could care less that's his problem he always think shit is about him.
I finished brushing my teeth and then ran bath water.
It felt great not to be scared of someone walking into the bathroom and not watch me.
Leo was a very cruel man. I could call him the devil.
He made me so uncomfortable he did things to me I wouldn't wish on anyone..
I'm gonna have to go back home soon. I stepped in the steaming hot water and grabbed my loofa off the hinge.
ＩLᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ♥ I sat talking to melz about random things
"How old are you?" She asked taking a pull from her blunt.
"Fifteen"she nodded slowly "awh" she smiled "your very pretty" I cheesed hardly.
I hardly ever get compliments..my mom always puts me down to boost herself up.
"Thank you..your beautiful too" i said smiling still.
"Are you coming to the kickback with dd?" She asked scrolling on her phone.
"We aren't on the best terms" I said laughing it off. "Awh he needs get over it" she smacked her lips.
"Yeah.." I said crossing my legs facing to watch the tv currently blasting note to self by Mariah the scientist.
S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help I've always been S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e Can't you tell?
I hummed starting to like the song nodding my head.
"I'll see you later" She said getting up.
"Tell ahmir I said by!" I yelled as she laughed.
He was a cute and funny little boy I don't have any younger siblings.
When coyanni left I wasn't allowed to go anywhere.
I was invited to birthday party's but I never went.
I continued to listen to the song mumbling the lyrics
And they talking 'bout love, what is it? Didn't know it existed Now they telling me it's within myself But, baby, what is love? A figment? Tell me am I imagining shit?
"Thinking about the lies I tell myself" I sung along
I've always been S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help 'Cause I've always been S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e Can't you tell?
