The next morning, I woke up feeling like absolute shit.
Not physically...I think.I couldn't explain it, I just would not let myself get out of bed. I just lay there, starring up the ceiling feeling tears run down the sides of my face, but no related emotion within me.
It made me uncomfortable that I felt nothing but cried, I wondered if that was normal.
Jenna left for work early, and I just didn't end up going to school. It wasn't even a consious decision, I just..didn't go.
About an hour an a half later, I managed to sit up in my bed, and put on some Netflix.
I got a text on the grouochat at like 1pm,
Noah: @Kiara wya
April: Mrs.Smith asked for you, I said you were sick. you good?
Me: hii yeah all good, overslept :/
Bella: you're coming to the basketball game, 7pm
Me: I'll try, I'm kinda tired.
Noah: I'm playing, you have to be there 🙄
Me: haha alright I'll lyk :)
Noah then private texted me asking if I was alright, and I said I was, which I thought I was true.
I threw my phone away and looked back up at the roof above my head, not able to fully comprehend a single thought in my head.
I got up and looked in the mirror, hating what I saw in front of me.
I felt tears painfully streaming down the sides of my face again as I walked towards my closet, picked out a huge hoodie and sweatpants. I washed my face, braided my hair, and was back on my bed, scrolling through my phone.
The whole day seemed to run by the same way.
I barely ate, I wondered around my house a little.
I woke up at like 7 in the evening after a disgustingly long nap, feeling groggy, disoriented and still half asleep.
Out of fucking no where a tiny bit of dopamine finally entered my brain, giving me the urge to shower and freshen up.
It's about damn time.
I sniffled and got out of bed, picking out a pair of cotton shorts and a black tank top.
My shower went on for like an hour, after which I felt my skin start to absorb the water, and headed out, my finger tips wrinkled.
I dried my hair and put it in two braids so it would curl up, and hopped back into my bed, hugging my knees due to the cold.
I took a deep breath not knowing what to do, involuntarily, I found myself opening up an assignment. It seemed relatively easy, so started. I got distracted here and there, but overall felt slightly better.
A call from Jenna at 9, reminded me to eat dinner, so I headed over to the kitchen and tried to cook myself something. When that failed, I ended up with a salad and some cereal, which was alright.
At about 11, I was gonna make myself some hot chocolate when the door bell rang.
That was unexpected, Jenna wouldn't ring the bell, and no one else would be here this late. I then remembered my conversation with Dylan last night. What if I really was an easy target, there's no way someone is here to attack me right.
I narrowed my eyes brows, and walked to the door, a little scared for no apparent reason.
I pulled the door open, and unexpectedly saw Noah standing there, a sloppy grin over his face.
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The Boy Next Door
Teen FictionAfter being involved in the burning down of an entire building of a private school, Kiara Renolds, daughter of Millionaire, Real estate manager and Billionaire, Warren Renolds is sent off to New York to boarding school. From Riches to Rags, Dior to...