Until death we part- Carl Gallagher (book three)

Gone for good

It's time... It's been a week, it's Ev's funeral.

Me and Carl wake up early in the morning, because the funeral is at 10:00am.

I put in a long black dress with sliver heals.

Carl puts on a black button up, with dark blue jeans and dress shoes.

at 9:30 we head out and meet the everyone else at the funeral home

we get there and see everyone dressed in all black

"I can't believe it" I say to Carl as I grip his hand tightly

"Me either Mya" He says and girls on to mine tightly, also.

"Hey you guys" V says as she comes up and hugs me

"Be strong you two" She whispers into our ears

then I ho over to lip, and he says nothing and quickly wraps his arms around me. I let out a single tear but quickly wipe it away as I pull it away from the hug

Finally we all get inside. We did it at the same place as Monica's funeral.

We walk in and I see the beautiful Pink and while casket, and in it is Ev's little body. She's wearing a whole dress, and has a little bit of blush on, I look down at her little feet and see black flats on her.

I look over at Carl who has tears forming in his eyes and I loose it.

I start crying and I run over to Carl and quickly burry my head in his neck

"She's gone Carl, for ever. My baby is gone for good" I say in between cry's.

"I know Mya, Ev wouldn't want you to be upset, she's in a better place now" Carl says but I can tell that he's crying too

Fiona walks over to us and rubs me on the back.

We all sit down and I stand up to say some words about her

"Whoa, where to start. Ev was one of the sweetest kids I've ever met. She was always happy, and in a good mood. If you where ever sad she could tell and would cheer you up in a heart beat. She was also the most energetic person i've ever met, she definitely made sure that you had exercise for the day. That little girl saved me when I was at my all time lowest, she really did. But now, she's in a better safer place. And it brings me a little bit of peace knowing that. I fucking love you Ev. This isn't goodbye, this is just see you later. In a different lifetime" I say has I let small tears fall from my eyes

I go and sit down next to Carl and place my head on his shoulder.

Everyone else stands up, and says what they want to say about her. And then the workers take her casket away.

The car ride home is quiet, and long. Not a word comes out of our mouth. But Carl has his hand in my lap, and another on the steering wheel

We get home and I lay down in bed.

"Hey, it will get better" Carl says laying down next to me

"Yeah I know" I say as I shut my eyes