Kel
I wake up in the nurses office still feeling dizzy. The first people I see are Aubrey and Basil sitting there. Of course I'm freaking out. I have no clue what's going on. We're just sit staring at each other until the nurse walks in. "Hello honey, to explain short you passed out and got a concussion" the nurse says. "Didn't you say you had something important to say." Aubrey says slightly harsh. "Oh yes, Kel I am very worried are you aware of the reason you passed out?" Aubrey and Basil looked curiously towards the nurse. I know why I passed out. I start to freak out. "N-No." I say. "I know that's not true. Kel when was the last time you ate?" I don't know. I really don't know. I freak out even more. What am I supposed to do. I don't want anyone to know. They can't know. This is really bad. Why can't I just be fucking normal?! "Kel, you okay?" Basil asks. "Uh-huh" I say not being able to really say anything. "Kel, I need you to answer the question please sweetheart." I take a breath preparing myself to talk. "I-I don't know." The room went silent. So silent you might be able to hear Mari in the afterlife. "What do you mean dear." The nurse ask kindly. "I-I don't remember the last time I ate."
"Is there no food at hom-"
"No! No, there is food at home we have food."
"Okay then why don't you eat" shit how am I going to respond without sharing to much. I stay silent. "Okay, how about you eat something now before you pass out again." She say while grabbing an apple.
She hands me the apple. I just stare at it. I know it's dumb but I don't wanna eat it. I don't deserve this apple. I don't deserve food. I deserve to die of starvation. I shouldn't eat this. I can't. I can't eat it. "Kel, eat it you dumbass!" Aubrey screams at me causing me to flinch a little. I slowly pick it up and take the slowest bite ever. I feel sick, but there's nothing to throw up. So I slowly chew and swallow. I automatically feel very guilty about taking that bite. My hands are shaking and it feels like everyone is staring at me. I slowly take another bite. "Kel, why is it so hard for you to eat hunny?" The kind nurse says with her voice laced in sympathy. "I r-really don't know"
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I Need Help But I Don't Care (Kel Angst)
FanfictionAfter the tragic death of Mari, Kel was left udderly alone. He lost his brother and all of his friends. He was in deep despair. But it's not like anyone has to know, right? ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ -self harm -panic attacks -transphobia -bullying -bad...
