Beautifully Theirs

25. Falling in place?

" It's been 5 days I have been coming here daily , why can't you just Give me A fit for surgery Certificate" Shehnaaz whispered to the Counsellor who sat there holding her file

" Because You still haven't let yourself out completely" He answered looking at her with a smile, the smile has irritated her to an extent that she couldn't even decide what was more disturbing, the smile or the sessions

" Why do you smile all the time, Don't you think there are times when all you want to is be normal " She countered

" And Who in the world says the one who smiled is not normal " He asked politely again with a smile adoring his face

" I don't know, but there are times when nothing is perfect in the world and those times This .... Smile is something that doesn't work " she spoke

" You seem to be quite disturbed right now, it is definitely not related to the war , isn't it ? " he asked

" Can you please cut that smile off from your face ? " She spoke , irritated, 5 days and all she was doing was sitting in front of this person for an hour daily

" I can ..... But the question is Would I? " He spoke

" You know what let it be, Give me My all fit certificate and I know I am good to go " She responded

" It doesn't work your Way Here Doc, it's Me and my understanding of understanding you " he replied flashing his all dimples smile and Shehnaaz sighed, she really wanted to understand what did he just said but all she could grasp was the word understanding

" I should go then " she spoke standing up
" Probably for meeting Tomorrow, Get a hope " He replied

" Probably the last time " She spoke Nd went outside, she looked around for a moment and slumped down on the bench just outside, she wanted to operate to let out her frustration she knew but that was difficult

" Shehnaaz " Dr. Dhiman spotted her sitting there, she has Decided to join work back only when she is cleared for surgery and hence was on casual leave

" Good Evening Dr. " She replied trying flashing a small smile when her tears filled with tears involuntarily, He was the only one for her now, she had Maa yes But that was again related via Sidharth, He on the other hand was a fatherly figure for her

" Good to see you , How r you " He asked and she flashed him a small smile

" Coping Up I guess, there's a void that deepened Dr. I guess coping is the only way I can live" she mumbled

" You have Turned negative in your thoughts" he remarked and she nodded

" Life ! Zindagi! I guess meri yahi hai, To be such , Jolly thi na Aaj Tak end main hua kya , I lost My Father Before and Now My Mumma, I am Officially an Orphan Dr. " She spoke and a few tears escaped her eyes

" Maa Baap ka pyaar koi Nhi De sakta Shehnaaz, but Remember You are my daughter as well, I don't say it to other Dr. Who trained under me , tumhe bol raha hoon because I have considered you my own Daughter and Abhi my own Son, I will be there for you Sweetheart " He spoke caressing her cheek and rubbing the tears that escaped

" Till a point Either me loose my life or God forbid You " she spoke

" Beta .... This is What is the ultimate End, Sab jaate hai kaise, nhi pata Kahan no one knows but what I believe is Joh aaya hai Usse Jaana hai, And for your mother to be happy up there Shehnaaz tumhe yahan strong rehna padega " He spoke and she looked up at him