what the actual fuck

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i tried reading this to see how stupid i was..WHAT THE HELL 😭

HOW DID I READ, ESPECIALLY WRITE THAT SHIT WITHOUT CRINGING??? AND LOTS THOUGHT IT WAS LIKE HOT 💀💀

(there's also a partial chapter (chapter 9) in drafts if you wanna see that lol)

looking back at this is mostly cringy, except for the discord server i made. that was really the only good thing about this silly phase

i met fun people on my server and had a lot of fun throughout the process in which it was still active. even though there was drama sometimes, which i'll admit was kind of fun in some cases, it was a very fun two-three months.

and to think i started this (very disgusting) fan fiction one random night on a vacation in florida at 12 am and it 'blowing' up that much is still so crazy to me. i often don't get much or any attention, which made me feel like i was good at something for once in my life. although now looking back seeing how cringy this was, i still made people happy with it, and although it may sound weird to admit, im a bit proud of myself for accomplishing something like that.

i never in my life have i thought anything i've ever done would have gotten over 100,000 views (or 'reads' in wattpad terms) ever

as of today, (february 2023) i've tried so many new things since i kind of 'shut down' my fan base' for this (still cringy) fan fiction. im in highschool now, and have made a few new friends, and even began cheerleading, which is quite fun. i never thought i'd do (a kind of) sport EVER.

i also started the beginning my dream career in musical theatre by getting a role/roles in my school's musical, which is shrek (i got cast as young fiona and got multiple ensemble roles✌️) our school is too small to host our own musical, we we co-op with a nearby school. i was also told that i'm very talented by their chior teacher, and that i'll probably be a lead by my senior year, and maybe even before then

if you were wondering about that guy from last chapter (which you probably weren't), things never started, and lots of people also found out i liked him...hehe

but there's a new guy, and things will never start with us either, but that's okay because thing don't have to

to get back on subject, thank you for all your support, even if it is for a (very cringy) fan fiction i wrote about a greasy 20 year old. i really appreciate it.

extra special thanks for my #1s who joined the server who i became best friends with that summer. you really made my life way more fun, even if i never met you.

after writing this, i've decided to change the title:

thank you.

stay amazing.

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