Deal/No Deal

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Jimin's PoV

Ahh I feel stuffed... What is th- Oh! Jungkook...he's hugging me...the back of my neck feels itchy... How many times have I told him to put off that lip piercing before going to sleep? Huh?

There it is again the hickey over my moon tattoo

Jimin tries to roll back but Jungkook snuggles him up further

But I feel kinda good today. It's been sometime since I had such a good sleep or felt so much warm... Yeah the last time was when Jungkook was here ...months back

Hmmmph~
(A deep sad breath)

It's weird for me to stay anxious when he's not around. I should have gotten used to it but this house feels so large and always too empty... Especially when the kids are not with me... which they aren't most of the times...

I fought with him last night....

Glad he's asleep
I shouldn't have been so rude to him
I mean he's working for us only

Jimin wanted to turn again but Jungkook was right at his back holding him, his one arm over and across Jimin's belly
The sub felt his husband's breath right behind his neck

I feel bad... Does he feel that too? Do you feel bad for me Jungkook?
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I guess...
It's so... Umm...its saddening to see that everyone has a world of their own except me... I feel left behind sometimes...

...Should have never given up my job but the kids were too young and you were never home... The nannies couldn't keep them cause they always cried without me

Ha Jun used to end up sick with crying

What should have I done under such circumstances? But now that they are older I have got nothing else left of me except the kids and you

I wish I had something of my own...to-to be able to call my own but--

Now you don't even want me to go out
I feel like a rag doll... Play with me when you feel like it and throw me away when you don't... Only for me to crawl back, patiently...waiting for you, to pick me up again

It feels horrible
Horrible to lose your sense of identity
Horrible to keep on waiting
Horrible to feel empty

I'm probably having a mid life crisis
Goddd! What's wrong with me?

Author's PoV

Jungkook was gradually waking up to a sulking wife. Jimin felt the hand which was till now resting over his belly run all over his chest

Had a good sleep Gguk?

I don't think I did but since I was hugging you I felt comfortable

Don't try to win me over... The cheesy dialogues don't work...
When are you leaving today?

The doc? I will call her up at 8. Get an appointment by 12. We should reach at least by ele--

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