I woke up unaware of my surroundings the last thing I remember was leaving Lena's house. I drove around the neighborhood to see if I could find some speed and coke
I met this guy named Ashley. He took me to his friends apartment building, his best friend Eric had the good stuff
I think l spent over two hundred dollars. He had some new stuff called wet, he took me to this abandoned house
Once we arrive there. Other people were in their doing there own thing, l opened up the bag and dropped everything out. I shared some with Ashley since he was enough to take to his friends place, l never been so high in all my life. This stuff was strong as hell but l didn't care
I didn't wanna feel nothing, l felt as l was floating on air
I did some much coke. Ashley was telling me to slow down
When I got up l was completely naked, thinking to myself what did I do. I picked up my phone and saw l had several messages from Nadia asking where I was at, Nadia must have went back to the hotel. Since she stayed over Lena's place last night, l can't believe she turned on me like that
I don't need her or Lena. Fuck them both l was planning on going back to Savannah Georgia this afternoon. I have none to blame accept myself, my choices cause me to lose custody of my little boy Kyle. I'm unsure of anything
At the moment, l messed up more times l can count
The only thing I have going for me is my soul food restaurant in downtown Georgia. I've done a lot of unforgivable things to get ahead, l get up and put my clothes and head back to the hotel and shower
Grabbed a bite to eat before heading to the airport
I wasn't going say goodbye to my sister's because l'm not in the right headspace to be engaging in any conversations with them. I rather be alone in my own apartment, after I got myself together l walked out the front door. I don't know where Ashley was at and l didn't asked anybody we're he was at, last night l think
I was a little high to know what I was doing that l ended up sleeping with some guy l barely knew. It was just something about him that made me feel good, maybe it was the fact that he was a complete stranger. I found him mysterious and a little bit on the wild side, l got in my rental car and started up the engine and pulled out from the parking space. And drove back the same way I came
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homecoming
Romanceit's been fifteen years since Lena Foster left home at sixteen due her coming out to her family. she gets a call from her youngest sister informing bad news about her mother's passing. will Lena and her family head to her home town in Savannah Georg...
