The only girl. {A Zig-Zag x reader} {Holes}

~Chapter 12-A little Spice and everything nice~

~A day after the dream~

Today I was really out of it like really out of it, I really did not feel comfortable around anyone anymore and I have not said a world all day. My arm still really hurts and stuff but that is alright I have made a close friendship with Stanley but shutting him out a lot now. I do feel bad because I know the boys are trying to help but I know I can push through by myself like I also do, I am in a really deep black hole right now and I am trying my best. 

~time skip to dinner~

I got my food to see Ricky was the only one at the table so far since the boys said they would be a few minutes late, my heart was beating what if he says no? what if he hates me?!  "H-hey uh-h is this seat taken...?" I said holy shit my voice was shaky I tried my hardest to hold back my tears as he looked up slowly. " Yea sorry my ghost friend is sitting here today" he said patting the empty space next to him. A small smile laid on my face as I spoke "Well tell your friend that I say hi." I say sitting across from him like I have been. He slowly turned his head to where his imaginary friend was sitting then back at me "He said you can sit next to me honey he moved." Ziggy said smiling and kind of laughing as I moved my tray along with my body next to the boy. It was silence for a second "I am so sorry for being a bitch to you." I say looking up from my tray as I feel a hand land on my right leg right above my knee as I hear him speak, "Hey I am just happy that the Y/n I love is back and sitting next to me" he says smiling as I quickly look away trying my hardest not to smile as I feel my face start to burn up. I got my old snappy self-back I can feel it.

As the boys started sitting down of course they started talking about Ziggy and me sitting next to each other again. "Well, it's great to see the love birds together again!" X-ray said as the boys laughed as Ricky just looked down. "Shut up! Just because me and him are sitting next to each other does not mean were dating God!" All the boys just looked at each other as me and Ziggy smiled at each other. "Well, looks like Snappy's back." Armpit said with a surprised look. 

"Yo! Sweets!" I hear as I turn around to see one of A-tents members staring right at me smirking. "What now. Lump." I say as Ziggy turns around also "You still got those laced panties on maybe you could come spend a night at my tent I could show you a great time." Now all the boys in the room where staring as I just rolled my eyes "In your dreams honey." I say under my breath as he starts walking closer slowly. "What did you just say to me sweets?" he says now standing over me as I stand up " I said in your dreams honey."  He does a short laugh as he looks around then back at me, "No one ever says no to me sweets." He says placing a hand on my shoulder as I push it off quickly. "I believe I just did." I say licking my lips as he just stares at me. 

"Why not honey you know dam well this raggedy blonde hair boy can't hit it that's for sure." He says as he goes to touch Zigzag's hair, "Leave him out of this dick." I say pushing Lump's hand away from Zig's face quickly. "What did you just call me?!" he says pushing me down as my head hits the table hard. "That's it." I hear as a big thud shakes the floor as I stand up and see Lump laying on the ground with a very bad bloody nose and Ricky standing over him like a tower with a bloody hand. 

 "I could have handled that, Ricky." I say as I just roll my eyes and walk out to the tent sitting down on my bed. "I am sorry alright!" I jump as I turn around to see Ricky standing over my bed looking down at me. "Well, I can stand up for myself." I say as I sigh looking away as I feel him sit down next to me on my bed. "I just did not want him to hurt you alright. When he pushed you down, I let my anger got the best of me." He says as he moves closer next me to where are hands are like rubbing together. "You know your pretty sexy when you stand up for yourself." He says as he starts to rub my inner thigh area... I know there is like 30 more minutes of dinner should I make a move? What if this ruins the whole scene should I wait for him to make a move-

I quickly got pulled back to reality when I felt my head get pulled to the right and then feeling soft lips smash against mine. I quickly kissed back deepening the kiss as I placed my right hand in his crazy hair, and he placed his hand on my waist. He slowly started to lay down on my bed not letting our lips part as he starts rubbing my back slowly up and down. I slowly place my hand under his shirt hitting his cold stomach. I could feel his abs as I moved my hand around as I felt his mouth trail down to my neck leaving light kiss's till, he found the sweet spot on the side of my neck. 

After we got finished, I started to change my shirt and clothes before all the guys came in. "Oh shit!" I hear Ziggy say as he just looks at me like a crazy guy, "What..." I say looking at him with a weird look. "Umm your neck..." I went wide eyed as I ran to my bag looking for a mirror or something. "You didn-" I say getting cut off as I find a mirror as I look at my neck. "Great just fucking great!" I groan as I see 5 hickes on my neck, "why there? huh?" I say throwing down a mirror as I look like Ziggy as he is changing his shirt as well. "I don't know I am sorry." I sigh as I just look him up and down, "It's not your fault. well, it is but whatever." I say laughing as my eyes stop on his abs. "What?" he says looking down at his stomach he just shoots his head up at me and gives me that look. I kind of left like 6 hickes on his abs/stomach. 

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