8. Finding Joy

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What to do when nothing brings you joy anymore?
The people you were once excited to see
It gives you anxiety that you have to see them now
All of the joy and happiness turned into sorrow.

You regret the moment you first met them
All you wish for a way to forget about their existence.
Too bad Genies aren't real
Or my only wish would have been to make me forget when it was magical

Here I am lying on my bed overthinking
They probably don't have any idea what I'm feeling
They think everything is going great But if only they saw what I'm fighting against
Maybe they would realise it's too late

Only two months left and I hope we never meet again
Because If we did, I'm not sure if I can hold myself back
I wanted to give you all my trust and hope in fact
But if I don't receive it from your side
I would happily say goodbye.

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