37. Reminiscence

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I called it love, you thought it was nothing
Now that it's over, it's still kinda funny
How once you meant everything to me
But now just the thought of you annoys me

It's not that I hate you
I hate myself for ever loving you
I knew I deserved better
But I only wanted you to be my forever

Now that I'm grown and know better
Honestly been a lot happier
18 and still glowing
Life has finally found a meaning

All of those memories of you
Seems to fade with time
I don't even remember what it was like
To feel your warmth around me

Once upon a time, we were inseparable
Everybody made promises, some true while others bleak
They said it was a great bond, One for the ages
But if the story is over, why am I still writing pages?

Somewhere inside my heart
Even if it's faded and blue
And though I can't recall your face
I've still got love for you

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