Feeling sad but don't know why
No tears left to cry
Knew it was gonna happen eventually
Hoping things would go differently
You keep saying it's not rejection
But we both know that's a delusion
You didn't want me to get hurt
But that would have been better than this
It was not that serious before
It was affection but not love
But after 3 months on trying
I somehow ended up loving
If you ended it before
Maybe I would have handled myself
But you kept giving me false hope
Now saying sorry to feel good about yourself
I don't want your insincere apologies
I wanted closure, back then and even now
What were you even thinking?
Would I not be hurt if you didn't say it?
Probably won't stop writing about you
Let's hope this one brings the end
I got my closure but what is this feeling?
Why is my heart so stubborn and still hoping?
Maybe getting out of this town will help
Because everything reminds me of you
Even the look of the sky and stars at night
Keep telling me it's gonna be alright.
YOU ARE READING
My Sleepless Nights
PoetryPouring out my heart to a stranger But I didn't pour the whiskey I just wanted you to know This is me trying... Hey there! This is my very first book and it's a collection of poems that I wrote on my sleepless nights. Cover from Pinterest📌
