Wish You Were Here [BibleBuild]

How Nice

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I remember the time when my family attended an birthday party and I must say, it is more a business birthday party than enjoying the birthday party itself.

They talk about business here and there, talking how well their business are and faking their faces infront of each other. Well, that's life.

That time I started to roam around after greeting the birthday celebrant which is my fathers friend. My mother is busy with her friends and my brother also. He has friends who attended the party.

So I am a loner, but that didn't last long.

I saw you. Talking with your friends, not just Us, your other friends also.

I love how you chit chat with them without vanishing that smile of yours, it's really addicting.

I wanted to say hi to you but then I realized what you said to me the time where I sent you to your house

I don't want to interrupt you also so I just go straight to the backyard. I already know the house since it is not my first time there

The yard is quiet and I like it. I sat down and watch the stars in the sky, the moon is so bright that the light filled all the places outside

I can feel the air touching my face but later on that time, I feel like someone is touching my face so I open my eyes quickly

There, I saw you. Looking at me with a confusion look. You asked me why I am all alone there and I answered you that it is because I don't like the atmosphere inside

You sat down next to me and you also watch the stars. That night I admired you more because I can see your face up close like that. God really takes time making you because you are just so perfect

I didn't notice that I admired your face a lot that I didn't know that you are already watching me also. You snap in my face making me get back to reality

You asked me if there is something in your face and I answered nothing, just your beautiful face, and you laughed

How I love watching you laugh infront of me, even your laugh can make people around you laugh also.

For me, you are like a drug that make people be addicted to you, even just you existing here and there.

You said that night that I am good at flowery words. You think I used it a lot to caught girls attention especially to my exes, and I realized that time that I still did not tell you I don't have any exes because ever since, I really don't like girls at all.

I laughed and your face became confused. I told you I don't have an ex, and it's your turn to laugh again because you didn't believed me. I understand why you don't believed me, my face says it all.

In this handsome face, I should have so many exes but I do not have. Well, that's life. Being handsome is hard you know. They think I have so many girlfriends, that I should have a lover already.

You just shook your head with my confidence and you look up again in the sky. I just let you enjoy the moment and mind my own business.

A minute after, Us called you and said someone is looking for you

I nodded as you look at me, telling you to go along with Us. You just smiled and goes up

I stayed there for about 10 minutes and decided to go back inside the house also

My brother waved at me as I enter and gaved me a signal to go to where they sitted

I started walking straight to my brother but while walking, I saw you drinking wine. Looks like you and your friends are having fun

I just shake my head and sit beside my brother. He put his left arm in my shoulder and asked me where I have been, and after I answered, he goes back to his business

I look at you again and I noticed you are already tipsy, and that is the time that I know that you are not a heavy drinker.

I noticed a man beside you who looks at you intensely, as if there is something you and others doesn't know about. Just like he has a secret that he himself is the only one who knows it.

But I am not dumb to not know that type of eyes because I am like him while watching you. Eyes with so many words unsaid, being a burden for ourselves. So difficult to release, and so heavy to carry.

I don't know who is that man, but I think he likes you. Crazy right?

That time, I really don't understand myself because I am getting jealous. I still did not even know if my instinct is correct but I am feeling that way already.

For me I am not the easy to be jealous type of a man but I think when it comes to you, I will be. We are not even in a relationship either but damn! Your effect is really killing me.

After the party, you and your friends decided to go home so I excused my self to my family.

Then when I got close to you and your friends, I saw how you were so drunk that you didn't even know I was there

I volunteered to drive you home but that man stopped me by holding my arms and asked who I was

Us stopped him and said that I am one of your friends so he let go of me and insisted to drive you home. I would have objected but Us said that he will be there also when he takes you home so I just accompanied you all outside.

After you got in the car, I looked at you through the car window and when you saw me, you just smiled so I patted your head and nod to Us

And when I saw the car driving away, my chest became heavier.

I am getting jealous earlier, and now I am really jealous.

How nice.

Why do I even feel that way?