peace

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for the first time in a while
i have really felt happy
not spiteful happy, not forced happy
but genuine joy that has stuck with me
given, it's been full of reassuring and euphoria
but that's what a lot of my days have had
ive finally fully accepted being called something different at home
feels weird, but that's okay
ill get out of here one way or another
i feel happy after just
relaxing
playing games
and doing almost nothing
i don't feel like i have to be some perfect kid
doing everything and being productive
it's so relieving
thank you for being less harsh on me for once

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